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You'll remember me when the west wind moves, among the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky, when we walked in fields of gold. In his arms she fell as her hair came down, Among the fields of gold |
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school was quite a tiring yet fast day. wow. ITS FRIDAY. yeah, school, fine. nothing much. then, after school, didnt went to ICA in the end. so vivi and i went to tampines stadium again. we watched the track heats by different schools. today's standard was real good, compared to the other day's.. then went to her house and just crapped. haha.. nothing much. gonna sleep earlier (trying to) today. havent had good sleeps recently and my earliest bedtime was at least past 12. horrible for a school day. and i have to control my irritation and temper. its getting out of control. thats it then. my one and only obsession, kept hidden and unspoken. 難到你是我生命中的過客? somehow theres the energy to work harder, to train on my physical. i dont want to ever be upset over my results, or regret not running well. never. no more. its all going to end. i am definitely going to study harder. i dont want to get upset over anything anymore. my life is just going to be filled with joy and laughter. i am going to create my own happiness. tkg VS nanhua we'll have a chance to beat them again. mistakes are meant to be learnt and never to be repeated. theres still a chance. and after game, went to the choir concert. sat with ying and abigail with gang. lol. the whole thing was crazy and funny. coz abi and gang were really high while yingying and i had our own laughs. so yeah. it was good somehow. but the songs got boring towards the end. hmm. nothing much right now. just going to do my SS mindmaps and thats it. haha. bye! i am trying to block it all out from my mind, those memories, though i'll definitely miss all of them.. but its the best and only way i can escape.. a math and pe were fun lessons today. (: and yeah, i kind of screwed 800m. got a 4th. nice.how nice. haha, nvm, i'll do BETTER next year. oh, and after that, rushed back to school from TJ for training. i think i strained my left leg. was practically limping my way home. all right. nothing much to add. theres still chinese compo to do. its sheer torture. but what can i do? perhaps the best way is to completely block out things that shouldnt be up in my mind. let it flow and go away. maybe i'll feel better. school was fine. game was good. i realise it could be a major help in diverting my attention. and yeah, tomorrow is the 800m run for me. hope all goes well. nothing much. so abrupt, so hard. i thought i could have simply forget. i cant. but i'll try. there are too many things to forget. memories flood in. school was fine today. i didnt like it at all though. but it was fine. and thanks danielle for your gift(: oh, and thanks to zoe i finally found the song i have been looking for all this while. nothing much to blog about anyway. i'll probably come online lesser. much lesser. there's no point to cheat myself. maybe vivi is right. i should appreciate the world around me better. see the beauty. and let this world appreciate me better than i thought it ever would. thanks dear. i wont let your efforts go to waste. and just give me tonight, and by tomorrow, i'll look at the world in a different way. probably the way you do.. (: all right thats it! Il nostro amore è significato essere distrutto? Perché le cose vanno questa maniera? Era qualcosa ho fatto? Di tutti i giorni senza lei me fa matto. Ci voglio essere insieme. Lei è sempre sulla mia mente. i think i can go bang my head against the wall if anyone understands all that. well, another.. yeah, draining day. yup, i practically spent my day reading Eclipse. quite a nice book, but i prefer Twilight. and then in the evening, met cousins and went to run at bedok reservoir. then at this point of time, it started raining and as we were about to finish our round, we just continued running in the rain. it was somehow bad. so cold, and the rain pierced the eye you can hardly keep them open. is it still the same? shall reply tags. jianning: lol... wl: lol, yeah. exactly.. i hope so.. dont want to let my class or even myself down.. xinfang: haha thanks! you too!(: wb: lol! you addicted le eh. haha.. shemin: yeah at first i thought it was at VJ.. wl: lol! thank me for what.. haha, fun then ok lor..(: cynthia: hey thanks(: its really appreciated. wl: hmm yeah. big day? lol. thanks for it yeah(: jianninmg: lol, why not eh? huiqi: yeah sure. you're relinked! qwerty: yeah, how sadistic la.. jianning: oh lol. hope you had your fun. qwerty: haha thanks!(: wl: hey thanks(: wl: haha yeah i did. thanks for everything you and vivi have done yeah!(: vivi: hey i am surprised you are here(: oh its joyce? haha. STM. xinfang: thanks!(: wl: haha, i did have fun(: thanks.. and really cant la. its quite bad eh.. ): odelia: haha thanks! happy belated birthday to you too! if i am not wrong, yours is on the 23rd this month yeah? (: qwerty: ohoh! haha.. ok..(: yingxuan: haha its alright yeah.. and thanksxD ohoh, the sports person? wenjie? LOL!!! he told me he played some prank on you. lol. cynthia: nah its alright(: haha you too!xD well, today..... didnt know how to do that alpha beta thingy. so i kind of screwed abit during math class. but it didnt matter coz most didnt understand too. then afterwards, went back home, was so tired i fell asleep. then went turf city-old one. and my leg still hurts. i'd rather you kill instantaneously, than torture me to my death.. There's always going be that one thing you wish for, but never get. That one mistake you can never take back. & most of all, that one memory you would do anything for, just to have it again. -found from can's blog. oh and yeah, thanks vivi and wl loads for spending the day yesterday with me haha! it was definitely fun. and thanks to seniors for their um, haha, sing-across-canteen birthday song. i kind of got embarrassed coz everyone was looking at me. oh, and my aunt's surprise cake. hahaha(: and i wanted to reply tags. but yeah, my cbox has problems. so i'll reply asap! YAY! haha, well, today was heats for the 400m, 4x100m and the 4x400m heats. was VERY NERVOUS coz i never did an individual event before and neither did i know how to use of that position thingy..and thanks to yesterday's running practices, my leg muscles were quite tight already since morning. but yeah, 400m for me was quite... okay. came in third in the cohort with a timing of 1 min 20 secs ++ there, which was quite a disappointment . after running it, my leg muscles was super tight and it was a good thing joyce had the muscle cream thingy that can help loosen. yeah, then it felt better. then 4x100m race, 3e9 got 3rd in the cohort(: and for 4x400, joyce made a super good lead which definitely made things easier for the 3 of us. then, i ran my best (coz i was really tired) and so did sherlynn and lilin. and guess what, within this heats ranging of classes of 3e6 to 3e9, we came in first with a lead of 200m! however, we are third in the cohort. 3e3 is impossible to beat with their timing of 5 min 10secs ++ for that total distance of 1.6km and ours was 5 min 30secs ++. and yeah, yunshan said my individual timing did improved for the second one haha. oh and joyce, you're my idol! left with my 800m heats next wed, and i wonder how i'll do. coz i cant possibly sprint that 800m. its crazy. and my competitiors.................... crap. never mind, i must believe i can. haha(: thats all!
well, havent really been replying tags. and yeah, coming online. perhaps, theres not as much life to coming online like it had used to be. so at times i may be MIA.. exams are going to be over tomorrow! something to rejoice for. yeah haha. but i do think the school is a little crazy la. two papers a day, for 4 consecutive days. what nonsense. i think they should see that a large population is fighting for their survival out there. yup. perhaps i need something to occupy my mind with. so that it'll stay still. so that it wont run. perhaps studying? or working out? anything. and yeah fri is the first heats for me. 400 and 4x400 that day. well,i think its a good challenge for myself. try to run an individual event. and no doubt that nervous-ness plagues me. -SO MUCH. then next wed would be heats for 800 for me. and 200 for those involved. then today.. had chinese supplementary class. then rushed down to tj to watch the heats. haha, we did well in 1500m and 100m was good too(: oh then xinyu was saying that one person could at most take a total of 2 track events, 2 field events and 2 jump events. and i have 3 track ones. so IF i have to give up one of them, which will it be? 400m or 800m? crap. nervous all over again. oh and thanks choy for your gift. (: hope i'll enjoy my tomorrow. i hope i will. and i want to. thats it. did finish my notes for SS. and i realised that sitting in my room, doing my revision for long hours could actually kill. thats why i decided to use the com for a while. but there are so many things to do this week, so many things to worry about until there is no moment of peace in my head. sometimes there is an urge to ring someone up just to crap, but who would oblige? sigh. just hope the papers will be easy for me. thats it. going back to my book. well, exams are here and i havent really been studying. the focus isnt really there somehow. and i guess i'll probably do badly and screw up my whole term1 results. have already failed one subject-higher chinese, with a score of 46%. but for that, only one person in the class passed. LOL how lame. heats are coming up too. cant wait for this thurs, for exams to get over and done with. alright. thats it. -you liar.
its a friday!!! wow. nice day. school was fast. and yeah, dont have training! so was kind of hanging around school with vivi and xinyu. then, their choir pract was cancelled. lol. so yeah.more rejoicement, and went home. did huge loads of math. and thanks wl! for teaching and helping me with it. well, kind of looking forward to tomorrow. wonder whats it gonna be like. haha.. loads of people, and also, wl, vivi and wb coming over haha.. (: 3 words: fun, fun and (more) fun. sheesh. sports heats next week.and so is exam week. alright thats it. quite tired. shall reply to tags first. huiqi: haha yeah, i shouldnt. thanks(: xinfang: haha yeah lor... (: like here and there so many times already. yingying: haha, it was a short one though(: yeah 400.. shall really sprint lor.. wl: hmm... well, take your time then. haha, the audience understands(: haha seeyou tmr!xD oh, yeah, but my reaction slow la. the sound make you nervous only.. zf: hmm.. dont really like those. prefer the 4x400 one. 200? more of sprinting la. my sprinting cant compare to my stamina.. huiqi: tj?? yay! goodgood. haha.. jianning: gloria? lol. does she run? qwerty: haha thanks! you too!(: david: haha, in girls school, loads of running around and passing gifts. lol..... huiqi: haha, mine havent started. next week. sheeshed. and yeah, thanks(: qwerty: haha yeah. 4. nice right. =X karerou: haha thanks for both!!! may you score well tooxD jianning: lol.. i want it at tj=X haha. good! haha, shall see you at heats! hildy: haha me too.... miss the sea. and miss.. everything haha(: guess what. had 4 nightmares last night. i dont know why. i woke up after the first one at 2am++ the second one at 3 am++ the third at 4am++ the last at 5am++.. then i finally slept peacefully till 6am. suay. one official week of being chairman. not too bad(: ...or perhaps, the worse has yet to start?! and training was nice(: but i lost my power): needa train more.. nothing much. (hope heats are at TJ instead....) well, still in a holiday mood. but just somehow, was looking forward to school last night. and yeah, quite tired this morning. and it was super cold in class=X school was okay. time passed fast. oh, i loved geog today. ok, geog lessons are always nice. haha.. mrs thong always has interesting examples for us. oh, sports heats coming up. running: 1. 400m 2. 800m 3. 4 x 400m yikes. and heats are at.. VJ?! sheesh. wanted to only run 4 x 400. then they put me for 800m, ok, not too bad. 400, um.... dont want!!! coz i hate the gun thingy. and i've got slow reflexes. haha. shall train for it. -nervous- ahh! thats it. shall reply tags huiqi: HELLO(: david: oh, well, CNY eve is a free day for us. so the brought forward the celebration. xinfang: haha yeah, it sure is! yingying: erm, concrete? haha. qwerty: hmm.. i thought going in the direction of the wind was easier. haha. yeah, 3 people, but the bad thing is that if the coordination isnt good, then yeah, worst. and yeah, should look forward to sec3 camp la(: camps are usually fun. wl: haha htanks. oh, its one only actually. haha. its the one whereby there's a collision on the rock climbing wall. haha. hmm, you'll find your way soon enough(: xiaojiao: haha thanks! you too yeah(: well, i guess so. havent really been to or seen camp 2.. huiqi: haha! well, it was one of the thing that really tested on your wits i guess. haha. but it was real fun(: zf: haha, its alright la. but yeah, it was definitely a pity. nvm, there's still teachers' day. (: wl: haha, thanks! you too yeah! (: hildy: yeah we slept in tentages. thanks! happy CNY to you too! karerou: hi! thanks. you too(: bob: haha thanks! you too(: happy CNY! david: LOL! thanks, and happy CNY too! wl: yeah, as long as you do your best, its good enough la. (though if the movie production turns out nice would be best) good luck yeah! (: qwerty: well, its not really late, coz there's 15 celebration days for chinese new year! (: thanks, and happy CNY to you too! charlene: haha, not belated yet la(: thanks, and a happy CNY to you too! (: the day started out real nice. woke up so early in the morning just to go jogging with ying and her fam- at macritchie. it was kind of slack actually. and yeah, her brother was practically crapping all the way. then we went for breakfast, and her parents were saying how familiar i look to them. --''' (coz they actually saw me quite a few times before.) then mum's friend and her family came over for lunch today. there wasnt much to do though. AND NOW. my whole day RUINED. stupid ace learning. stupid computer. why does it have to hang on me?! and now, only completed 11 out of that 20 questions on indices. all the hard calculations, then the com had to hang on me. and then, ace learning took the marks of 11 questions only. wth?! nvm, it doesnt seem understandable. stupid everything. argh. what a frustrating day. NOTHING much seems to go right. relax jorene. you are not going to let that anger thrive in you. chill. shall do the replies later. after ANOTHER darn 20 difficult questions of indices. ): well, happy chinese new year to all(: and yeah, most probably will take some time to update and yeah, reply tags and such. so please be patient yeah!
haha here are the OBS picts ms tay took. but i only posted a few ones which practically involves only eng soon (except for the first 2 which doesnt at all). and since my present mood is real good, shall explain all the picts. hahaxD Pongguol (spelling?) jetty.  assembling point. no pictures of the day of day1 coz ms herself was involved with the kayaking. but these are the ones of night discussion. and yeah, the one with the orange shirt is choon.
 some stretching excersies..   alright. we were getting ready for ur trek. but yeah, this is a RANDOM picture of me trying to complete a writeout of day1 which i have volunteered. (well, its this journal thing whereby 1 different person in a group has to write each day.) choon briefing us on out task.
 hmm, i think this is a spider..  searching for the checkpoint..
 spider.. ??
  3rd day morning warmup for kayaking expedition.. (by the way, this kayaking expedition was together with gandhi and rajar something something.)   kayaking..         our raft up(:     choon splashing water so as to "prevent dehydration." LOL.   rock climbing! natasha.. haha, see her agony.    lilin.. oh, thats me. --''' everyone watching, with zoe belaying me.. ...  all the way up(: xinyun..  zoe..  doing quite well for someone who has sever height phobia..       sharifah.. really agile.     oh, and danielle climbs too..  oops. the unglam crash. haha.. (:
  4th day last challenge. group talk. jetty jump!  choon's demonstration..  LOL. was first to go, coz i wanted to get it over and done with. standing at the platform wasnt that easy..   then natahsha..   we 2(:  rebecca..   natalie..  chiang min.. xinyun..   haha, zoe..      huiqi..    danielle..   elizabeth..   those who had already jumped.
  lilin.. sharifah..
  ms tay xD hers is a perfect jump.         leaving.. jetty. the tide looks higher than what we jumped into earlier on.. OBS. reaching back Ponggou l(spelling?) jetty.. see how happy natasha was to go back.. LOL.  all right! thats it(:
well, its a good day today. went to school with practically nothing - just my specs, wallet, phone and myself. coz it was just for 2 hours of CNY celebrations. LOL. have to admit that i got rather bored out during that period of time. yup, then left school with vivi to get something she desperately needs and headed for home. yeah, mum needs me back. and so, didnt go for training.. and definitely looking forward to tomrrow(: meeting wb and zf then going back to pcs. alright, shall reply tags qwerty: against the wind? wouldnt it be harder that way? oh, that cycling is quite a waste la.. yeah! all experiments are fun i guess(: and yeah, chairman.. so far ok la. nothing much. in time to come... thats when everything will turn upside down=X xinfang: haha yup.. thanks anyway! huiqi: haha thanks! you too! have to study la, no choice. CNY also dont let us off=X wl: haha yeah,just like you on VS(: haha train up? on? candia: lol. no la. not very good to become chairman lol. coz there will be loads of things to handle, though now nothing much to do.. david: dorm? sounds wrong? what do you mean? and yeah,wl is weiliang LOL. and emersius is his junior(: wl: haha thanks! and you too! jianning: i did!!! wl: oh, dont worry la. though there may be negative chances. but in life theres always disappointment yeah.. so just let nature run its course and all you have to do is to RELAX(: all the best to you! huiqi: HELLO(: qwerty: hey thanks! xD ah, woke up later today again. bout 10+am. real tired. and the "BEST" thing was that i am down with flu. and i still am. SIGH.=X yup, went for class, feeling rather worn out. and class was fine, apart from feeling rather sneezy.. oh, and sorry ivan. know that you wont be seeing this, but sorry coz i really meant it when i told you that i'd pass it to you after class, but it happened that i didnt see you downstairs.. SORRY- and yeah, took the train with 2 other friends in raymond's. afterwhich, i saw this woman in her 40-s to 50-s, who was practically an adidas fan. adidas shirt, track pants, watch, socks, shoes, bag and sunglasses. --''' and we were talking loads about OBS. haha(: then met vivi at bugis. walked around alittle, then met my mum. and SO, the 3 of us just walked around lor. haha.. met loads of people. TKG people. first was agnus and friend, and then, huiwen, sally and sherlynn.. then vivi's senior also.. who else ah.. LOL. then wl said he was also there. i think the whole world was there la. then after that, vivi came over to my house for dinner and also to use the com for some math thingy. haha, but we never did it coz we couldnt find the doc. oh well, i think today is nice. somehow(: haha. really felt happy. not only because vivi was here la. there are other reasons too. so yeah. just happy. hahaxD alright, thats it! nites(: -needa rush the homework tomorrow since i didnt do any today. ): school was fine today. haha(: BUTBUT. got voted chairman. ahh... dont want. chairman=more work eh. siann-ed. sec1 and 2 chairman still not too bad la. upper sec.. SIGH. but nvm, at least there's vivi for vice chair! i'll live it through. and yeah, today's training. quite slack. did physicals at the start together with staircase drills. then next. ahhh.. did some real stupid thingy that made me strain my neck. (well, some area near it la.) afterwhich, watched video.. nothing much. haha.. oh yay, cant wait for next week. no school on the 6th and going back to PCS! shall reply tags and then start uploading on OBS. xD qwerty: yeah haha! coz it was this kayaking expedition. thats why. well, we kayaked along the perimeter of pulau ubin. haha.. and the sea conditions were kind of rough too. but it was FUNxD xinfang: lol, no need thank me la.. but i really do agree with you.. bob: haha, much better already, thanks(: wl: well, thanks. i hope things will improve in due course(: hildy: HELLO hildyxD haha, miss you all loads too.. and you(: |
