and it went JUMP JUMP! hahaXD

>>right. that made someone bonkers laughing. hhaXD
i needa really thank this person anyway(:

okay okay. wont be around for the weekend.

shall end here.
till then i hope to see.

PS. You have to write the song down no matter how funny or stupid it is.

alright. random quiz i have here.
random quiz with random questions.
but i'll do it coz i LOVE doing music quizes hHAXD
>>gonna shuffle my music player..

How are you feeling today?
Collide – Howie day
Doesn’t sound too good.

Will you get far in life?
Unbreakable – westlife
LOL! I don't see the link.

Will you get married?
I’m not a girl. – Britney spears
--" LOL.

What is your best friend's theme song?
Bad day – Daniel power
LOL! I don’t think so………

What is the story of your life?
Graduation song – Vitamin C
LOL! Does it mean I’ll keep graduating? hmm. at least better than not graduating and repeating school=X

What was primary school like?
Goodbye days – YUI
LOL. I guess so. Already over. But memorable.

How can you get ahead in life?
Seasons in the sun – Westlife
--"

What is the best thing about your friends?
Everyday – HSM
Hm.. I hope its something good(:

What is in store for this weekend?
If I let you go – westlife
LOL! No link. I am going to Malaysia la.

What song describes you?
You’ll be in my heart – Phill Collins
--" er lol.

How is your life going?
You raise me up – josh groban
LOL!

>>ok. I think the whole thing is so RANDOM.

What song will they play at your funeral?
Feel my soul – YUI
LOL! I think it’ll freak people out. Haha..

How does the world see you?
Just go – Jesse MacCartney.
Hm.. I don’t see the link either.

Will you have a happy life?
Where is the love – black eyed peas.
LOL! ………….. abit sadistic eh.

What do your friends really think of you?
Complicated- Avril lavigne
wow. i am complicated. LOL. hmm.. logical. NEXT.

Do people secretly lust after you?
Paint my love – MLTR
Erm, I hope not. Weird=X

How can I make myself happy?
When you believe – Mariah carey
--" Yeahyeah. Right. When i believe.

What should you do with your life?
Written in the stars – westlife
Huh..?

Will you ever have children?
Rolling star – YUI
Don’t get the words. Haha. Leave it mystery I guess. (:

describing my friends.. (some random choices)

vivi
I’ll be right here waiting for you – Richard marx
Ohoh LOL! I wait her come back still ok la. But she wait for me..? hmm.

yingying
Reflection
Lol! She’s like myself ah? Yeah la. Same craziness(: synchronise>> LOL!!!

hildy
1985 – Bowling for soup
LOL!!!!

jianning
Right back in the water – Jesse MacCartney
"we were meant to be"… lol. Please. no way! haha..

candia
True colours – eva Cassidy
Hmm.. "I see your true colours shining".. yup.. and they’re beautifulXD

qwerty
How to save a life – The Fray
Lol?? Sadistic. As in.. the song la..

wl
Can you feel the love tonight – Disney
--" Some random Disney song here. LOL!

jq
Try again – westlife
Huh..?

zf
San1 ge4 yuan4 wang4 – FIR
Hmm.. don’t get it lol.

wb
Anyboy – jesse maccartney
Yeah la. Boy la. If not girl meh..?

TAGGED! Tag 10 people to do the survey.

Lol.. not going to tag people I guess.. you are free to do it if you want(:

there is this huge problem with CBox now.
my tagboard is problematic also=X

well, so far, only know that mine, wl's and candia's tagboard isnt working. this is horrible.

omg, i owe loads of replies..
so here it goes!

qwerty: haha thanks!(: LOL.. my entries were never formal.. haha.. but all starts with "dear diary" haha..that was last time though(:

candia: LOL! yeah! haha.. ohoh thanks for the dates!(:

vivi: hmmmm yeah lor.. now you there already i supposed.. sigh. for you mah! DOM (:

jq: LOL no la.. i am not.. (:

qwerty: haha. yup! its real nice(:

wl: LOL! high tech de ah.. haha.. didnt go see XD oh lol.. we didnt la.. go there 5 min only.. LOL! haha, its nice there(:

vivi: always meh? yeah maybe la. sometimes mine quite long lor(: sometimes.. LOL!

candia: ohoh.. i going at 5 leh... not your slot..

huiqi: ohoh nvm la.. me also... no worries yeah(:

jq: LOL.. hi(:

wl: smart? what thing? please lor.. no la.. not like youXD haha.. yeah true. rainy days are.. =X LOL.. all very bad la.. haha.. they nothing better to do. --'''

qwerty: LOL okok shall; catch it haha.. ohoh.. have fun!!

yingying: hmm okay la.. not yet though..

huiqi: ohoh thanks loads! (:

hildy: haha hello!(: no problem la..

vivi: ohoh yup i do haha.. (: finally~~ (:

xinfang: yeah lor! so sian right.. =X

candia: ohoh, its today at 5pm..(:

vivi: LOL.. sweet..? hmm.. well, just felt like doing so la.. ohoh.. different story mah! your case is you're not always with her.. so will be abit weird right.. ohoh okok! haha.. (: i'll look forward having you back! (:

yingying: haha you have fun too! and thanks(:

wl: inverse?? haha.. okok i shall wait for you to tell me LOL!(:

vivi: whoa.. so early.. too much???? haha!!!! who knows! (:

the worst feeling is wanting to cry out all you can, but knowing you cant coz you have to stay strong. sigh.

to SOMEONE: ohoh, i realised something yesterday. i found another reason why i'd choose to come out of the toilet smelling like flowers and not tomatoes. coz flowers attract butterflies while tomatoes attract worms. not that i'd rather attract butterflies. but i'd rather not attract worms. LOL!(:

yesterday my dad.
today my mum.
adults. sigh.
do i seriously need to reflect on myself?
am i horrible?

sigh.
tmr is something to look forward to i guess.

bye.

quote of the day
"we have to function like a secret society.." -by mr low

haha, this morning.. gave my mum a hug before she left for work and it gave her a shock.
then she was like "what happened??"
and i replied "uh? nothing la.. just want to hug you."
and she smiled!
coz the last time i hugged her was when i had a horrible dream of losing someone so important to me that i woke up crying lol.

and it rained. AGAIN!
the field is soaked.
and horribly gross..

training was okay la. my batting is horrible. eeks. and on my way to class, boarded the same bus as coach Yuli. and when i turned to say hi to him, he gave me a funny smile and replied "hiiiiiiiiiiii" >>as you can see the drag. i was trying not to laugh. and when he alighted first, he was like waving to me.. haha.. then i waved back lor. of course will de la. coach eh.

omg. was being stalked at in the library. =X

then there was this --''' thing before class. i was waiting outside the door (which means the stairs outside la) for the rest of my female classmates. but when the lift door opened, 2 of my guy classmates came out.
guy1: *smiled and waved* HI!
me: lol hi..
-they continue walking-
guy2: *pops his head out* eh, why you sitting here? not going in meh.. want to be loner ah..
me: lol no la. waiting for the rest..
guy 2: ohoh.. joking anyway.
-gave up waiting and opened the door effortlessly and went in.-
guy2: *shocked* EH! why you here?! how you get in??
me: (thinking: SMART mah lol!) oh, you never lock properly la. --'''

anyway, class was fun. but i couldnt write properly coz my right hand having muscle aches causing it to tremble plus it was quite cold. haha.. but time passed so fast. then its like time to go back already.. ohoh! then when i was bout to go home, mr low wished me good luck. lol i was like wondering what was it for la.

long grandmother story lol.
shall end here.

YAY. no training tomorrow~~

the stupid rain in the afternoon.
so heavy it soaked the fields.
GROSS.

i hate the heavy rain.
and i too hate the scorching sun.


ok. training was.. right, it was demoralising at the start. coz half the sec2s werent here. then, we had to do 15 staircase drills. eeks!!! now my legs are aching. then some of the national team players came to train also. but training improved la. and now.. ITS OVER! (:

there's class tomorrow. no fret for homework(: coz long ago done. hahaXD and i am so looking forward.

shall end here.

the starting of this song is a little noisy. but yeah, its still nice(:


Boulevard Of Broken Dreams
-by: Green Day.

I walk a lonely road
The only one that I have ever known
Don't know where it goes
But it's home to me and I walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Boulevard of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I'll walk alone

I'm walking down the line
That divides me somewhere in my mind
On the border line of the edge
And where I walk alone

Read between the lines what's
F---ed up and every things all right
Check my vital signs to know I'm still alive
And I walk alone

I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk alone
I walk a...

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I'll walk alone

I walk this empty street
On the Blvd. of broken dreams
Where the city sleeps
And I'm the only one and I walk a..

My shadows the only one that walks beside me
My shallow hearts the only thing that's beating
Sometimes I wish someone out there will find me
Til then I'll walk alone!

right. there's all the pictures.
how finally.

training later.
SIANNED.
one more week. just this week.

shall end here then.

tags replied!
qwerty: LOL! dreams very hard to continue yeah..? haha(:

huiqi: yup! its very shocking. highest in 17 years!

hildy: HELLO!(: wha.. all the best to your sis! haha.. maybe she'll be the next scorer! haha..

yingying: lol. not sure.okk shant. haha.. and who says i'll miss you?? thick skin hor! XD naggy? you naggy ah..? and the sweet... eeks. i hate the start. taste gross.

jq: lol! maybe the people smarter this year.. haha..

vivi: LOL! what mine from the start. hahaXD ohoh, just tell me when confirmed lor..

wl: LOL yeah! carpet design??? LOL!!! nah, restricted then how to go in leh? LOL! but ok la the place. swensons..? nice? haha.. (:

huiqi: haha yup, its ok la.. haha.. apart from the restrictions LOL.

vivi: LOL! what mine ah??? haha.. dont deny your possesions horXD lol, nvm de la!! i thank you on her behalf. (:

hildy: yup! haha, go see see lor.. (: not that bad lah.. very restricted only..

qwerty: LOL! i didnt notice! haha(:

wl: LOL! haha.. you seem so excited.(:

yingying: LOL! have fun! who say i will miss you lor! haha.. yup sure. will help you collect. nvm bout the house. sounds funny anyway LOL. but happy training? um. please. lol. i TRY scanning.

jq: nah.. haha.. free thinker. hmm, do i seem like i am?

xinfang: LOL!!!! erm hello(:

wl: LOL! yeah. but that slide you lide will get stuck de lor. --''' haha.. but yeah, the toilet thing. true haha.. kill time? i think i enjoy doing them lor. LOL! dont like..? haha.. i'm not into football. LOL! yup, they're nice! haha.. hmm, yeah, late for class.. sigh. 5 min. LOL. haha.. glad you had fun that day then!XD

right. some picts of my sis's birthday.. a little outdated coz of problems connecting my phone to the com. but yeah, doing well now! (:

her birthday cake. mocha flavoured.
her weird expression trying to cut the cake. --'''
the card kenwit, candia, jiahui, jiamin and i made for her.
kenwit's.
jiahui's.
jiamin's.
candia's.
mine. LOL. (btw, my sis name isnt jazrella.so yeah..)

DOM. lol.. for SOMEONE.
her cake.
right. when i saw that the cake got strawberries, i was like.. "YAY. got strawberries!" then when i put this one into my mouth... gosh. sour.
the penalty food. LOL!
play cards.
mahjong~ LOL!
my deck. how unbeautiful.
the winner's deck. LOL!
candia scrutinizing, trying to feel her tile.
my deck upon winning.
alright. next few pictures are them playing different games over the tv. i think the game is called Wii or something..









thats it then! shall reply to tags the next post.

right. this post.. supposedly to be on the wednesday, 21st Nov.

the mini stable at pasir ris park.

THE slide. (cant slide one. you'll get stuck midway--''')

some "canopy" pict.

the toilet there is gross yeah?

some nice place. (also pasir ris park)


ok, havent really been using the com like yesterday..? so yeah.

yesterday >>aka. saturday
well then.. was in quite a foul mood the whole day.

right. firstly, i woke up later in the morning coz' i was rather tired. ok, i know its no excuse, but i just did. i had to rush to class thanks to being late. (first time late for class. not an effect of poor timing though. got reason. and good thing i informed mr low beforehand, so it was kind of alright.) i was practically sprinting to class despite muscle aches by training the day before. then, as the lift was VERY slow, i sprinted all the way to the 10th floor. WOW --''' then class after that was freezing cold.

then, upon reaching home.. my wonderful sis.. AHHH forget it. was just super pissed. but she got scolded anyway, and my mood lightened. IF ONLY she learns. but yeah, another thing that made my day.. was that i finished mr low's homework!!! its practically on the same day that i was assigned to do it lor(: coz of that very-bad-mood situation, i resorted to do math to calm myself. and YAY- I AM DONE! (:

and went out to some fermented beancurd stall to eat dinner. (of course they dont only sell THAT thing la.) well, i didnt eat it of course. my parents. its not even a simple task enduring THAT stench. so yeah. dont talk bout eating it. HUGE challenge. eeks.

and lastly, went to the keks' house on the pretext of borrowing some of candia's sec1 stuff for my sis. but in the end, my dad was watching the liverpool match there with the OTHER liverpool supporters (LOL) and everything ended rather late. THUS! i didnt came online lor...

then today..
well.. went to ECP in the morning as usual. then went to the tay's house coz my dad went to collect fish LOL. but we ended up playing there the whole day lor.. got some pictures though(:

-those of which are pictures of children are taken from a calendar there.
-and those of the sketches are drawn by jiahui. artistic eh?








shall end here for now!
will be uploading more picts.
and also, replying tags soon. (:

well well. training today was.. just O-K-A-Y-.
just was SUPER TIRED.

something really made my day. hahaXD coz, i can finally configure some stuff, and solve some connection problem of my phone! YAY- means can post picts(:

and yeah, my sis's birthday. (: went to swensons at Terminal 2.
and i did see some stupid things LOL.

terminal 3.



at terminal2. the funny thing we saw. check out part of the lists of items no allowed in hang lagguage into plane.

poison of course cannot bring la--''' obvious thing.

axes --''' yeah, try bringing it lor. like its obvious de right???

lol. pistols. RIGHT. --'''

oh. kaya is dangerous. lol! who wants kaya on the plane??! LOL--'''


shall end here! (:
other picts tomorrow!

well.. hi.
ok whatever. a great sleep i had.

nothing to blog of yet. tonight i guess(:
just gonna reply tags here..

weeb: lol hello. got lor(: i got blog also mah.. haha.. just that reply tags first..

wl: LOL! yeah plastic bag to protect my books haha(: but yeah, i was the one who was wet.. dreams? depends lor! haha.. i every night have dreams, sure got some good some bad. adults more cute??!! er. okay.. lol. ohoh, sure la(:

vivi: eheh, dont follow me horXD its you right?? haha.. honestly, i think dom gives me the weird look LOL! ok whatever. but yeah, choy is overseas.. back on the 9th i think..

qwerty: okay already? haha good then! (: ohoh true lor! haha, i hate it when our dreams are reaching the climax.. then you wake up--''' worse thing ever. espcially if its a wonderful dream lor=X me too! i'll miss them..

candia: hello! (: haha i thank you on her behalf!

vivi: lol? give me? i know its rude to reject gifts, but i reject la(: TOO EXPENSIVE de lor. HhaXD ohoh, ok nowonder can call you(:

hiuqi: nah its alright la(: haha.. thanks!

shermin: ohoh, coz coach havent come back yet..

wl: LOL! i blur mah. never see--''' yeah lor... good mah(: no cca?? best LOL!! lol, happy experimenting haha!

amanda: yeah exactly!!! its like.. S-M-A-R-T. lol my sis? not that well, but ok la.. 230.. but got into cedar through DSA.. (:

shermin: yup there was.. sec1s? hmm.. none..

qwerty: LOL! haha.. somemore the worst thing is that you never repeat nor continue that dream.. well, unless by luck lor. haha(:

wl: haha.. good for her lor. i want to get in also cannot.=X haha.. yup true. i hope la.. that today's will be MUCH MUCH MUCH better. coz yesterday de quite tiring.. LOL! you said de right!

enan: your bro wanna know?? lol 230 haha.. yup! he want to go cedar?? ask him need go through SCO. lol.[aka sex change op] hmmm but why he wanna go huh.......? suspicious LOL!!

sherlyn appealled into 3e9!

PSLE result day. LOL~~ my sis did just okay. but she got in CEDAR. oh fine. good for her. =X ahh!! then she'll see candia everyday!! i wonder bout JH. she did well too. and i do wonder bout my cousin...

lol. was super lethargic for training. and yeah, it was quite tiring. but needa thank sarah, CM and clar and sherlyn and yingying and many others for their concern(: hope tomorrow's training will be good. and i survived today's!

then, something horrible=X but anyway, went to sakae for dinner coz of SOME reasons. LOL. and then, i saw shurei there too.. surprised la. but even more when she called me and waved goodbye when she left. LOL~~ then somehow, i got so thirsty, i drank 5 cups of carrot juice and 3 cups of water. --''' then SOMEONE say my stomach burst=X

so yeah, gonna sleep early. TIRED.

sorry! but tags will be replied SOON.

yesterday went to study with vivi, weiliang and JQ. learnt quite abit(: and i actually quite dumb yeah? all along, i didnt knew that outside national library itself, theres a 24/7 bookdrop. so everytime i want to return books, i will go all the way to the basement floor's bookdrop.--''' stupid right?

okay. training was cancelled today.
YAY. haha!
rated 11 on the scale of 10!
but theres training tomorrow. =X
oh wells, i WILL survive.

and yeah, went to pasir ris park with yingying. ran and then played there LOL. got muddy=X but it was fun la. we did stupid things haha... REAL lame.

PSLE marks releasing tomorrow. hope my sis and cousin do well (:

shall end here. sianned.

rise and shine and AWAKE.
meeting vivi, wl and jq later.

shall just reply tags(:

xinfang: hello! (: am quite excited thinking of next year.. haha

jianning: bio is tonic??? uh.. hm.. DOM ah.. well, *beams* . please lor, if vivi sadist, you ah.. worse. LOL!! (: and hor, slim what down la. --'''

marie: is it scary? gruesome? or what..? LOL!

jianning: LOL LOL LOL. please flood??? haha..

vivi: LOL who says i interested?? not you ah XD

wl: ah? shun bian still good?? hmm. most children are cute? hm, some very scary =X adults?? LOL! well, then, have fun there.. haha.. LOL! but true. its irritating when they smoke):

vivi: LOL! true.. i doubt i will have that kind of interest towards anime.. haha..

huiqi: hmm.. nothing? i think there are loads for me LOL. just that, i sometimes lazy to type alot..

zf: yeah LOL! i was surprised myself. photo? of the airlines or the people? haha.. i remembered that we were in the same group under mr fong yeah? haha..

qwerty: LOL dont need apologize la(: haha.. its your blog mah! so you can update at your expense.. no worries yeah? and please lor.. haha..

vivi: lol nvm. i hope okay also.

candia: LOL hi! haha.. help me say hi to him too yeah? (: hmm, depends la. if you are willing then ok. LOL. but that day very cold..

qwerty: haha true, dreams can feel weird but yet real somehow. haha.. me too. ocassionally.. (: well, must take care of your hand kay! coz might be infectious or harmful..

wl: LOL. maybe la. just not looking forward i guess. LOL sad? maybe. not wet coz got plastic bag.. scared of course!but what can i do? LOL really ah.. i want it so much??? hmm... not very good news lol. coz my dream.... too weird. and if its what i want.. then die le.

huiqi: nah its alright(: this is already a tag yeah? (:

xinfang: haha, SEEYA! haha.. very excited here(: haha.. LOL no need la.. we too excited thats why haha! (:

a weird dream. 50% nice, 50% not.

but i really wonder. what are dreams? what is it all about? does it reflects our troubles? or is it showing what has been in our minds? is it showing our desires? or is it trying to tell us something? what exactly is a DREAM? and, what does it do...?

well, another typical day.
then met vivi at TM to get some stuff. practically books.

and yeah. got back. the WONDERFUL thing was that i did not bring my unbrella and so, i had to walk back in the rain, shuddering in the cold wind. i was drenched. and the moment i reached back, had headache plus a slight fever. just hope i wont get sick.

i am not really looking forward to tomorrow though there will be class.. quite tired to face another day. sigh. shall sleep early tonight.

shall end here then.
i could tell she was angry. but i see no reason for her to be so. its kind of unreasonable to me. all that i wanted to do then, was to get lost, go home. i dont know how to face the situation. i dreaded every minute.

well, today has been a tiring day. went to johor for 6 to 7 hours just coz the parents wanna explore some area there. oh wells, not too bad la. but i was dead beat LOL. the people there smoke alot. eeks. even in the mall, they smoke liao nothing. wth. pollute the air. you seriously cant get fresh air there... and i realised that inside drawer near my passport, i tucked an air ticket of the airline i took 2 years ago when i went for the china trip with people from PCS(: LOL, random.

well, nothing to blog about. SIANNED.
i'm tired.

shall end here(:

oh and to reply tags.
(i know i owe alot. oops. )

wl: LOL! i threw everything up. how to get tummy upset.. (: haha, who knows? maybe i slack then didnt do(: hhaXD yup its lame. you can skip it. (: but you done le so yeah(: LOL. dont pull coz... hm i forgot. lol. paiseh! yup definitely enough! haha(:

qwerty: haha please lor(: i am sure there are many people who read it too(: haha, yup! and thanks for doing it. coz i have to admit its LAME. (:

jianning: please lor.. i drink alot of milk actually. and i dont get crooked teeth. (: haha.. and yeah, believe la(: i heard it on the radio. wha..... bad for our health. our = vivi and i(: physics is tonic!!!XD combined best?? eeks no. have to do everything. two sis? AHHEM! LOL fever makes you thinner--''' vivi where got sadist? no lor.. you worseXD

marie: LOL. must introdeuce if its a nice show(:

jianning: LOL! what frankenstein???

huiqi: haha thanks(: my friend did it for me(:

vivi: LOL! well, its really nice. so yeah. ego also never mind! haha.. hmm.. good then! we can teach each other!(: LOL. and then, true. bio pulls my marks down also):

jianning: LOL!!!! sure i willXDXD i will go see de. (: haha..

zf: haha.. sure. leave it lor. its lame anyway(:

hildy: yup, sure, leave it lor(:

jianning: what dodobird? LOL!!! ohoh... pk lor...(: only the first part ah!

qwerty: haha.. thanks for doing it(: haha.. i think doesnt matter(:

jianning: LOL!!! haha.. have fun yeah(: i will continue tagging. and NOTED!

qwerty: please lor.. where got awesome.. yeahyeah!!! haha... kind of fascinating! (:

wl: please lor...haha, shun4 bian4 er2 yi3... (: haha.. LOL! why cannot believe it? LOL!!! haha.. he is cute la. as in children cute. haha.. well, malaysia is fun. depends where(: but most is nice. apart that everywhere people smoke.--'''

vivi: LOL i did(: (apart from my aunt nagging abit for my reading--''') haha you not interested in DOM ah... haha.. aiyo, wasted effortXD

haha, class was fun. i knew that i did look kind of stupid rushing towards the library today before class carrying this big load of books that both my sis borrowed. yeah, their deadline is today so being a NICE sis, i shall do them the favour. and class was not bad. raymond was funny, telling us about japan.(:

and SO. today was a whole load of F-U-N.
my youngest's sis friends came.
my second sis's friends came.

then my aunt: see both your sis ask their friends come. why you never?
me: ah? got la. but she cant come...
aunt: she? never ask your guy friends ah?
me: er....
aunt: should let your mum know who you mixing around with..
me: no need la.. *LOL*
aunt: *gives me the look that seems to hint something* --'''

i got loads of picts. haha. i think bout 40? (:
PS. some rather un-glam LOL!
but yeah, even got one of DOM.
but SOMEBODY doesnt appreciates it. oh wells.

yup, it was fun. long time since played MJ. and yeah, did stupid things today. like there was alot of food left from the catering. so ah, those who lost for each game of dai-dee/tai-tee shall have to eat something. LOL!!! but yeah, it was seriously fun.

stupid USB cable. cant connect. then i cant upload my picts. everything's in my phone....... sigh.

tomorrow...
taking bus (as in SBS bus) to malaysia johor there or something with relatives for fun. their nice idea. sianned. probably wont come online then..

shall end here la. (:
do wait patiently for the picts.
and i have promised i'll post them on 9jn blog yeah(:

tags replied here(:

wl: LOL! never see before. huh, invent myself?? i no basics. LOL~~ see you got fate with those sadistic books(: haha.. should read more, coz sadistic books though sadistic, can help improve foundation! haha.. hmm, more of action is it? cant remember..LOL! yeah true, but now got math work. others havent. so yeah.. and thanks.. please lor. what good jiejie?? cannot pull me in=X

jianning: fever makes you thinner? LOL. well, doesnt really affect me in any way. hmm.. please lor, like since when i'll pick sadistic books LOL! haha.. i'll keep away.=X wha LOL. you sadist. haiyo.

marie: good thing?? LOL... magicity(: nice.. haha.. but harry P. is not my type.. badn of brothers?? ohoh HBO? haha.. wha you both really sadist... (:

jianning: LOL!!! confusing stories?? hmm.. well, you contradicting LOL!!! hi choy! (:

weeb: LOL.. should can la.. but who sod sod go drink it?? haha... (:

vivi: LOL yeah la yeah la, suan me.. LOL! but its nice (: haha.. and bop bad for health?! haha.. why?? (:

jq: haha yup, it isnt that bad(: thanks loads!

List out your Top 5 presents which you wish for
1. great results
2. happiness(:
3. a good year ahead.
4. get over my phobia=X
5. world peace.

(blah. cant think.)

Answer the following questions:
1. The person who tagged you was:
huiqi(:

2. Your relationship with him/her is?:
my junior.

3. Your 10 impression of him/her is?:
shy, nice, smart, helpful, jovial, active?? hmm... sorry cant think.

4. Most memorable thing he/she has done for me?:
hmm.. not very sure..

5. Most memorable thing she has said to you?:
we didnt really talk much. "hi" maybe?

6. If he/she becomes your lover, you will?:
NO WAY(:

7. If he/she becomes your lover, things he/she has to improve on?:
hm, so far, i cant find a flaw on her(:

8. If he/she becomes your enemy, you will?:
not sure. as far as i know, she wont be(:

9. If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be?:
tough one.

10. The thing you desire to do most for him/her would be?:
do this quiz? haha..

11. Overall impression of him/her?:
A nice and approachable, yet shy friend(:

12. How do you think people aound you feel about you?:
i dont know.. LOL. paraniod?!

13. A character trait you love about yourself?:
i know my manners(: (LOL)

14. A character trait you hate about yourself?:
short tempered and easily irritated.

15. Person you want to be?:
myself(:

16. Say something to the people who care for you!:
(LOL) well, greatly appreciated.. THANKS(:

17. Pass this quiz to 10 people to know what they feel about you.(aplhabetical order)
1. choy
2. hildy
3. JQ
4. marianne
5. qwerty
6. vivi
7. wb
8. wl
9. yingying
10. zf

Who is #6 having a relationship with?
no one i guess (:

If #7 and #10 are together, will it be good?
erm, obviously not.

How about #8 and #5?
LOL they dont even know each other.

What is #2 studying about?
anything in her syllabus?

When was the last time you talk to #3?
yesterday online..

What kind of music does #8 like?
hmm, something not too pop(:

Does #1 have any siblings?
yupp a sis (: as crazy as her.

Will you woo #3?
I don’t woo guys LOL.

How about #7?:
LOL.

Is #4 single?
Apparently not(:

What is #5 surname?
Hmm I think its Phua.

#4 hobby?
Reading? Listening to music??

Do #5 and #9 get along?
They don’t even know each other..

Where is #2 studying at?
Singapore? TKG?

Say something casual about #1?
Sadistic!!

Have you develop your feelings with #8?
LOL.. friends(:

Where does #9 live?
Pasir ris.

Does #7 like #2?
They don't know each other...

Does #1 have any pets?
YES. Her lizards=X

Is #7 the sexiest person in the world?
Er LOL. I have no comment.

veryveryvery random one(:

just randomly posting this song. doesnt relate to anything. but yeah,i just think its real nice(:


Right here waiting
-by: Richard marx

Oceans apart day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice on the line
But it doesn't stop the pain

If I see you next to never
How can we say forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted, all the times
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter, I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now

Oh, can't you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we can survive
This romance
But in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you
Waiting for you

time: 4.30pm

hm, a good lot of things to post about.

couldnt get to sleep last night. and when i checked my alarm clock, it was already pst 2am. attempted to write another peom but it was of no use. i cant write anymore. )': lost the sense of inspiration. but i did sleep in the end, and had a weird dream. about something that had been ocupying my mind ever since the week started.. hmm..

every moment you procrastinate,
every moment i'll dread.
then emptiness sets in,
and wipes my heart out clean.
... what exists in me?


right. a very STUPID thing i did today. after breakfast, i opened the fridge, wanting to get some fresh milk to drink. and then, i took this cartoon that somewhat read "milk" and poured some into a glass and took a sip. and THEN, the next moment, i threw up my whole breakfast (coz' the milk was simply too disgusting). after that, i checked the cartoon, it read "skimmed milk". omg. gross. how dumb can i be?!

and yay! finished raymond's work at exactly 4.15pm today(: just had to sketch the graphs and it unexpectly to0k me just an hour. and i probably wouldnt look forward THAT much to tomorrow's class. i dont wanna do presentation )': and yup, shall go do more of math questions that were posted by the school on heymath.

and yeah, tomorrow.............
something good or horrible?
i wonder.

shall end my post here.
will come online again tonight(:
and i'll be online LATE tomorrow!
-super duper late..

tags replied here(:

jianning: LOL!!! same type yeah? haha.. wha your story is confusing... well the, choy girl was borne..(: glad it isnt offensive(: what...--''' like that also can lol. violence. tsk.

marie: LOL?? not a good thing though(:

vivi: LOL but abit lame right???? ohoh, same here. wanted triple still though. not really what(: its logical(:

qwerty: wha.. reviews are boring! LOL~~ oh! haha.. thanks(: but its real nice(:

maureen: hmm almost. left some graphs un-sketched(: you??

vivi: LOL! i see.. not that i think far. coz last time also mah... who knowsXD haha..

wl: LOL! super big.. hmm. never see before.(: hmm.. i dont want my blog to look pink! eeks! please, who knows? (: haha.. i might be a bad student haha.. and yeah, fated?? LOL! haha.. maybe yes, maybe no.. yeah, internet problem is irritating ): yeah!! only 2! so--'''

jq: yups okay sure! more than happy haha.. (:

qwerty: yupp haha.. thanks! (: me only?? you sure? haha.. i am sure there are moreXD

well, met wl in the morning at bugis to go library and then to POPs. yup, spent like..... 1 hour++ at the library finding for books. hmm, guys dont really read. tsk. well, then, SOMEONE likes sadistic books lor. and yeah, headed for POPs to get some of my textbooks and just explored the place. and please lor, my fever was on and off, so good thing i didnt eat ice cream! i think it would have got worse.

then.. the rest of the day.... devoted it to math, more math, reading my storybook, reading my textbook.. and then SLEEP. lol.

-still feverish. sobs):

i dont see why i have to sacrifice what i intend to do just because its her birthday and i am to help her look after she and her friends. wth.

new stamps printed! (:

hmm.. nothing much to say le.
shall end it of here. (:

tags replied here(:

jianning: LOL.. i dont want your cbox la lol! haha.. coz it matches yours not mine.. marie is demure???? hmm have to check that out. (: haha.. LOL hi choy! haha.. well, if you dont like then say kay.. coz i scare you find it offensive.. LOL.. eh eh, you thick skin hor.....

marie: you've really got sadistic dreams yeah....

vivi: LOL! as in the song or the show? haha..

maureen: HELLO(: yup, i do! and in fact, i love it! haha..

qwerty: yay okay! haha.. it'll be great (: but yeah, not exactly what.. yours are rather long(:

wl: LOL! haha.. yeah, but it was nice lor! i count and count and count.. but still lost count. LOL. my blog pinky ah?? oh no... yeah i hate it alot also.. but cannot get used to it eh! will become passive smoker..no good.. haha yeah, sure one. will never be known as a bad student (: haha.. and yeah, fated? hmmm (: i also happy la.. (:

jianning: LOL!!!! they so bad hor.. haha.. choy girl. what a name. haha.. pinched by you??? tsk. violence...

ada: oh! haha.. well, i cant do bio eithr =X haha..

xinfang: OH! same class! seeya next year!!! (:

hildy: LOL yeah good(: wha.. at least got pris-. then not so bad yeah? hmm.. but in triple good lor.. i want also cannot.. LOL. and yeah,sure will hang around de(: haha.. she was??? hmm.. i hope we're in same class lor.. sads-

vivi: LOL that someone is wl la.. he tagged what LOL! (: and yeah, today de.. nvm la (: haha.. its okay! was just sianned--

hildy: aiyo... dont eh.. maybe going there also good?? wha.. appeal?? hmm..cheer up yeah? maybe not as bad as you think.. "always look on the bright side of life!"

candia: HELLO(: haha.. oh, my friend changed it for me (: haha.. and he did?? hmm.. he is fierce actually.. and i realised that amongst my class, i am the only person who likes his class.. hmmmmm.....

-oh yay. my space is working again. -

time now: 7pm

double stream. (: not so bad haha. coz, its my second choice apart from triple being my first. one thing i really detest bout the school is that it has only 2 triple classes. gr. shant brood over it for now. but yeah, from 2e4, only vivi and i went into 3e9 (: (SOMEONE said we're fated together L-O-L) and yup, our new class. somehow like our class number. 3e9, 3e9, 3e9, 3e9, 3e9, 3e9. LOL~ but yeah, i am definitely looking forward to next year!

so far, i only know that within my new class are:
-vivi
-zoe
-huiwen
-xinfang
-belinda
(only know her by her name and face)
so yeah, rather excited. for the OBS challenge, and new classmates (:

havent mentioned that i received many calls and notices at 1am last night just for notifications of my posting. LOL. well, i would probably felt sour for not having get into triple, but, being in my second choice without bio, PLUS, having vivi along, would have been my consolation. so yeah. i am glad(: really glad.

argh. internet at home is failing. (not using the com at home now, fyi) but yeah, it keeps hanging on me! what a nuisance. <--- did i spell that correctly? i just hope it gets well.

another boring day today with me sleeping, hugging my storybook in a siiting-down position. yup, supposed to go out today. but yeah.. cant, coz there were last minute changes. f-i-n-e-.

shall end here la.
maybe come online again tonight.

and WOW. problems with my space. well, should just delete it. ):

reached home at 10. rather late yeah? (:

met vivi at singpost. didnt do much math. crapped alot though(: then yeah, splitted and left for class.. spent an hour at national library just to read.--''' too bored le. and my heart was beating so fast.. for some reasons.. excited or nervous?for class? for results tomorrow? or for my reply? no idea.

class was okay. apart from freezing me. ): time passed so fast though. and i so hate graphs --''' raymond aka mr low kept ---damning math questions. and i seriously feel it isnt right. hmm.. and i SHANT give him a chance to scold in future or anytime(: since you guys say he is nice to me coz i am a new come-r. haha.. i shall be a guai student yeah? (:

then.. on my way home... alot of things happened/ went through my mind. what happened was i saw senior joanna at Kembagan mrt. she didnt see me though. and she was far away so i didnt attempted to call her.. and yeah, what i was thinking...... not exactly thinking. but yeah. felt. i felt that the kennel stinked for once. smelled fishy.. well, have to accept it as the smell of nature. hhaXD BUTBUTBUT, i'll definitely not accept the stench of cigar as a smell of nature. i really wanna curse the person who invented it. hope he wasnt even borne. ):

ah shall end here. (:
cant wait for tomorrow!

well, credits to choy for helping me change my tagboard colour.

just did my space. lol~ you might have been wondering that i already have a blog, so what for a space yeah? haha.. actually the reason for it was that, when i access to other people's space, i see my vacant space link which looks super extra. so well, i decided to do something about it. (: and i wont be blogging there or what. it'll just be used for certain purposes. like my favourite nature picts or what so ever.. and plus, the poems i ever written(: they'll all be there..had a hard time formatting. and it isnt very complete still anyway.

>>my space.

yesterday night's sky was seriously beautiful. coz there were many many many stars blinking out there(:

okays. no training today > GOOD. no results today > BAD > tomorrow is crawling): and yeah, leaving my house later to meet vivi. a rather last min decision of going out, but yeah, thats that.

nothing much to blog about.
so i shall just end here.
might not be coming online tonight anyway..
SEE how first(:

tags replied here(:
-i know its been a long time..

wl: LOL!!! haha.. the story thing is just LOL.

qwerty: haha yeah, can see(: yeah thats why! alot of which arent working...

jianning: yeah its funny. bout the choy thing. LOL! as in abi meant the othr choy. but you thought she calling you.. haha(: yeah, haha.. is obviously a good thing! thats why being the oldest is bad. coz everything is your responsibility): LOL! marie wants? haha.. i dont have. if not sure give her lor! (: i also want. i think quizes are absolutely fun! LOL. you and you twin friend marie's conversation. (:

marie: ah hi. and LOL... well, i intend to make it longer. but not as long as yours. like just slightly longer only.. but i got a little problem with my measurements so yeah.. quite lazy to change..

marie and jianning: LOL you both. communicate so well yeah?

wl: lol! morning calls yeah? haha..

vivi: LOL! yeah, you know it. lame-ness is her trait(:

hildy: haha.. coz ah, your both like to say THAT thing. always kajiao me bout it hor.. (:

jianning: wha lol! thats rather malu haha(: haha.. you huh.. see, all because we started calling you choy, then this problem surfaced haha.. (: LOL! bio mood??? no way for me haha.. ok la. not really no way, but the last few things on my mind(:

vivi: LOL! yeah thanks changed it liao. (: jazrella cheer me up??er... you think she can? haha.. anyway hor! the jazrella and ----charming story right, is still going on horXD haha.. i haunt her everytime with(: see, what a nice sis.

yingying: LOL! chilled. haha.. thanks. well, how horrible siblings can get yeah.. sigh..

jianning: LOL! yeah its not bad haha(:

wl: LOL! yeah, haha.. but ah, this violence is not restricted eh.. so doesnt really matter bout age. haha.. haha, but thanks anyway(: its better anyway. see what a nice thing siblings can become. grr. well, i am not sure if he'll start on something new. but i am definitely looking forwad! haha yeah, i hope so too. just hope that i can get into my desired choice(:

qwerty: poem cum quote? nice(: haha, do post more of it if there are more yeah? haha(:

vivi: LO! still long lor.. i cant wait eh. everyday is somewhat dreading if i dont get to see or know the results. wait tonight cant sleep ah.. haha! ohoh, as somewhat expected.. coz i never hear you mention of any edward hahaXD nvm la. dont be. should be me who should be sorry. coz of that weird call.. sorry! coz i wanted to hear a voice that doesnt blame me. no point talking to my mum or dad. i was in fact trying to get away la.. thanks anyway(:

well, apologies for the earlier post. but yeah. i was seriously pissed. was.

and now. hmm.
better at least.

there's class tomorrow!
yay.
something to look forward to.
and wed is taking its own sweet time.
this school has
pathetically only 2 triple classes.

shall end here.
got other stuff to do.
and i'm enjoying my 1 week break! (:

WOW.

a wonderful mood to start my day out with and she had to ruin it. WHAT THE FREAKING HELL IS HER PROBLEM???!!!!!

me: can stop leaving your stuff everywhere? you so seriously untidy. i cant stand it.
her: *rolls her eyes*
me: its everywhere okay. even my favourite book series. you want to read, i lent you. and see! what have you done to them?! they are all lying everywhere. you are SO DARN UNTIDY.
her: like you very neat like that *rolls eyes*

and i seriously attempted to strangle her.
i cant stand it anymore.
I AM WARNING YOU NOT TO PUSH ME TO MY LIMITS YOU GET IT OR NOT??!!
DONT BLAME ME IF I GET VIOLENT.
you can sue me all you want.
i dont give a damn.


TOTAL BIOIGICAL MISTAKE.

and i hate you.
you stupid irritating arrogant messy untidy DISRESPECTFUL FREAK!!!!!!

tags replied here(:

jianning: oh lols.

wl: please lor.. smart then no need you teach me le.. and yeah, thanks.. shall try haha.. (: haha.. well, never will be the case of mugging too much lor (: i am such a slacker. haha.. and yeah thanks yeah (: you get well soon too hor! and MUST resist!!! LOL! your answers are hyperly funny (: WOOF along then! (:

huiqi: haha.. you're welcome! its a pleasure doing it actually(:

vivi: LOL!!! both also emo.. got diff meh(: haha.. and yeah, i'll work on it lor (:

wl: LOL sorry haha.. but i'm somehow high. dont know why.. lol.. (: LOL! choychoy, sure wont la (: if yes ah, your faultXD and yeah, phone lor. then how? intercom? or the pipe ah? lol! haha.. eh, if i read hor, you cannot sleep yet eh! must wait till finish. haha(:

sarah: dont needa apologise dear(: you'll be relinked! (:

OHOH!! there's like alot of things i wanna spill out of my mouth just yet. but i cant express verything in such a hurry.. haha.. coz i am high now. (: VERYVERYVERY HIGH. lol~

ohoh.. and oops. forgot to tag some of the people at their blogs to do the quiz. oh well, hope they see it here(:

and yeah.. went ECP in the morning today. didnt jog with the rest coz had slight fever. and so, i did my math there(: nice environment okay... plus i had the math-mood. so yeah. the weather was great too.

and then, went to pick my youngest sis up from tuition and i saw vivi!! haha.. imagine my surprised look. haha.. and she was like "so surprised for what. i live here lor --''' " fine lor.. coz i havent really seen her for awhile. ren2 jia1 dian4 ji4 ni3 ma1... okok lol la. so crappy.

hmm.. then went home and slacked the whole way through. (:

ah, this quiz that i did yesterday is super L-O-L.. its like being so funny. people with different funny answers(: and yeah, dont worry, i wont worry. at most, i can really read you a bedtime story if you want. haha..

okok shall end here first(:
if not everything will just be crappy and super super high..
BYE.

tags replied here(:

qwerty: wow.. haha.. hope he'll b their successor then(: and yeah.. so many, but they're fun arent they? even though busy..(:

wl: LOL! yeahyeah, i do understand better! thanks thanks(:haha.. "at least".. LOL. i guess thats rather minimal haha.. and yeah thanks.. haha you also lor. so smart hor.. go eat jackfruit then get sick.. tsk. get well(:

qwerty: ohoh... haha.. maybe too busy LOL~~ okok.. thanks for the tag anyway!

vivi: LOL jiayou.. haha.. 3 practs yeah? please.. i want december to come soon.. there are stuff i am looking forwrd to.. haha(:

sweetraptured: LOL.

vivi: LOL not you la. haha.. it isnt. its my sis. some slacker --'''

heebzyeah: haha.. its just for a start(: you can work harder and i am sure you'll do better (:

jianning: zero? what? LOL~

qwerty: yeah so random hor (:

i have been tagged by huiqi to do this quiz(:

1. Do the following without complaint.
2. Choose 5 people to do this after you complete yours.
3. Leave a tag on the person's tagboard to say he/she have been tagged.
4. Start you post with; I have been tagged!

Favourite
Favourite colour: pure white
Food: loads... haha(:
Favourite movie: no specific.
Favourite sport: long distance running
Favourite day: holi-day!
Favourite season: winter!
Favourite Ice-cream: cookies and cream

Currents
Current mood: irritation.
Current clothes: shirt and shorts.
Current destop: IBM laptop.
Current time: 9.57pm
Current surrounding: my house?
Current annoyance: my sis.

First
First bestfriend: dyllis.
First crush: lol.
First movie: I cant really remember. Its like AGES.
First lie: lying bout my results.
First Music: erm.. “abcdefg….wont you sing with me.”

Last
Last drink: water?
Last car ride: just now.
Last crush: lol.
Last CD played: hmm.. cant remember the album, but its sang by josh groban.

Have you ever...?
Have you ever dated one of your best friends: lol.
Have you ever broken the law: like.. jay-walking??
Have you ever been arrested: nope.
Have you ever been on TV: nope.
Have you ever kissed someone you don't know: lol. Definitely not.

Random
5 things you are good at: have no idea..
4 things you have done today: eat, sleep, walk, breathe.
3 things you hear right now: my parents voices, the fan and the telly.
5 people to tag: erm, vivi, hildy, marie, yingying and weiliang. rather random(:

huiqi tagged me!
Relationship: a junior a year younger(:

5 impression of her:
hmm, shy, cheerful, sweet, quiet.. hardworking? Haha.. apologies. Don’t really know that well..

Most memorable thing done for me:
hmm.. not sure..

Most desirable I want to do for her now:
By completing this quiz on her request! LOL~

My overall impression of her:
Someone shy yet approachable, and always seen with a smile (:

Characteristics I love abt myself:
Lol. The fact that I know my manners.

Characteristics I hate about myself:
My horrible temper and easy irritation.

A message for those who care for me and like me:
Hmm.. thanks(: haha.. its really appreciated.

great.

class today was slightly disappointing. coz mr low was in a horrible mood he practically screamed it the whole way through): hope it gets better on tues.. hopefully. and yeah, good thing i knew how to do math. [apart from that careless mistake.] so i didnt get scolded.

ah yeah, practically had a fever and a bad headache the whole afternoon. and my mum had to make me go out.--''' cant she just let me stay at home and SLEEP. it so torturing to walk around with that throbbing thing. ):

my sis is the greatest irritant in my life.

okay. shall end here.
wanna chiong my math homework.
and its ONE-WEEK BREAK. goodie(:

training today.. and yeah, it was fine. at first the sun was scorching hot.. but in the end, training was slack-y, so yeah, it was okay. YES!!! one week break! (: can use the time to go fully study. goodgood..

and now, i am tired and running a slight fever. my whole body feels hot. its horrible.

some people just dont know how make good use of their time.

there is class tomorrow! i wonder what it'll be like. i just hope that it will be just as fun(:

shall end my post here.

replying tags here
oldest from the top.


wl: yeah they are getting better (: thanks! and yeah, grr coz i didnt know how to do lor.. now since learnt how to le, its better! haha.. woofs too (:

jianning: well, i dont care bout what fbt sizes you're getting coz you have lame logics la. whatever lor. and bout hildy's blog, i am telling her not to follow you go crazy. you can think all you want la. be anorexic i also dont care. and "how to save a life" would be the last song on my mind then.coz i wont even bother to care.

qwerty: wow.. they are seriously young la (: haha.. and yeah, according to you, talented too (: haha.. hope theor brother will be as good as them (:

jianning: excuse me? i am not having the intention of flooding you. its just i have got alot to tag. thats it. and i dont flood nonsensical stuff. unlike you

vivi: emo? haha.. got ah? and am i really so sadist???

hildy: haha hello! wow.. finally ah.. remembr (: haha.. goodgood(: someone remebered. ohoh!!! nice suggestion eh! its fun. some group study haha.. and please lor.. you're second mrs capel.. haha..

heebzyeah hello(: you're linked! and yeah, sec1s like shermin, crystal, preya,you, lydia.. and yeah, cant really remember the rest.. keep it up yeah? (:

xinfang: hello(:

jianning: --'''

weeb: haha yeah lor.--''' and yeah, hope to see you soon too(:

wl: haha.. ya lor(: finally its here! haha.. and thanks.. it was okay(: and thank me? but i didnt help you eh..

hildy: huh? whats wrong with her? got anything wrong meh?

qwerty: haha.. thanks yeah(: you too!

huiqi: ohoh okok! haha.. shall go it asap yeah(:

went out today. since it was the last few days of the ticket's use. dont quite wanna waste it. so yeah, sharon, hildy and her sis, vivi and me escaped (: queues very horrribly long. and yeah, 1 hour was what we had to sacrifice for taking the water ride. waste time right? so i didnt get to take more of the rides. i got soaked to the skin =X and yeah, we saw alot of things we should see.

great. horrible FOUL mood. its been sometime. always tell myself to take things easy. but today, its just.. so over. crap la.

so tired. at first physically, now mentally.
cant sleep, and so i am gonna revert all my remaining energy to do math.
and there's training tomorrow at kallang.
never mind, shall preservere and look forward to one week break.

shall end here.
that dream yesterday.
in it i saw you.

its too late to cherish something that meant so much to you when you lost it, or when its gone. sigh.

tags replied here(:

shermin: haha thanks loads(: its getting better i hope..

vivi: yeah true. well, you saw it anyways and yeah its done too right (: yay.. kudos to the both of us (: haha.. i like stripy backgrounds lately. somehow.. oh LOL.. by controlling them, they wont get to control me haha.. but yeah, its hard la. emotions, afterall, controll a person actually.

jianning: LOL! haha... okok sometimes errors are unavoidable yeah? haha..LOL. better not. wait you loose all your skin. eeks.lol. dont need announce bout silver bells here. lol~~ LOL angry..?on what? haha.. LOL!!! see see, I AM SMILING. haha.. LOL, you smileys so special got dimples somemore. and yeah, she should know. i told her already..

huiqi: hello!(: nah it doesnt matter.. thanks for the tag anyways(:

qwerty: hmm style...haha.. first one to compliment it LOL~~ (: thanks anyway(: and yeah, he's the so young yet the oldest. LOL~~ i wonder whats the age of the youngest lol~~

yay, blogging again. and yeah, the next paragraph will be bout training. so yeah, you can ignore it if you want.

back from training today and yeah, it was just okay.. megan and i taught the sec1s batting and [--'''] tossing. and yeah, now we do understand why coach's patience is limited. COZ', some [yeah some, NOT all] of these sec1s are rather unserious and yeah, they joke around.. and then, when you point out that certain part of their skills are wrong, they keep saying "okok". BUT! they still repeat it. so irritating right? i can finally understand why coach can get so pissed. but yeah, some of the sec1s are good. haha, kudos to them(: then staircase drill was also okay for once. haha.. just that it was rather slippery round the corners so kept sleeping slipping. and yeah, coach carried me. LOL~ weirdest experience ever.

ok end of trainng stuff.

tomorrow's H O L I D A Y ! ! !
alright. i see no reason why i should rejoice bout it coz it wont make a difference to me at all. but just, well.. felt like rejoicing. and so i did (:

ah, can see the expression on your face that shows --'''.
right.
erm.. right?
ah whatever.
--''

stupid horrible rashes.
GO AWAY.

forget it, shant post anymore.
math!!! need help =X
grr.
bye.

well, i came online in the end! (:

went for class today. and it was really great. well, in some ways. but in other ways.. HORRIBLE. yes! not sitting with the guys anymore. no more of their sick jokes and their annoying crap. lol~~ but they are somewhat funny. yet lame. and now, i get to know the class better lol~~ coz of today (: another bad thing was that, we learnt this horribly confusing equation today and i still dont quite get it. ahh!!! and this guy.. he had to bargain with teacher about homework, and in the end, we got MORE. --''' all thanks to him. grr.

i just love class(:
-aka tuition.
whatever~~

yup, ending my post here.(:
you left me surprised.
once in almost forever.

wellwell.. broke my record of talking over the phone yesterday lol~~ it was the latest ever.. haha. but hey! it was studies related yeah! so it shouldnt be that bad..... right? (and yeah, thanks too!)

there's training later, but not sure if i would be going.. my rashes are getting worse and yeah, my mum's probably gonna get me to a skin specialist. not sure bout it yet. we'll see later. -thats what she said.

okays, nothing much to blog about.
so shall just reply tags.

-replies

qwerty: wow thanks.. haha.. hmm style... haha (: sounds nice..

jianning: you turn brown..? LOL~ we became tanned after the chalet..? dont think so. only that some of our feets had that slipper tan. well, all the best to you getting your tan then haha (: LOL bout silver bells. why observant ah..

shermin: haha yup, they're nice (: and yeah, it was hilarious! .. well, the way she said it.

juliana: hello(: yup, sure will miss you too! but who knows, might get into same class haha..

wl: LOL!! well, too obvious hor..--'''

vivi: LOL! haha.. thats it! dont really like sweet pink.. coz.. erm, too pinkish somehow eh, to me la.. the pict is nice..? haha.. spent quite a lot of time on it lol~ glad its good (: yeah. ignore the background la. haha.. anyway.. can help me with the background..? coz i cant find and not sure whats suitable.. and thanks too..

zf: abit colourful..? hmm.. maybe coz of the stripes yeah? haha.. ohoh.. actually not supposed to.. but that day, we werent sure whether there was PE. so some of us didnt wear it at all. as in PE attire. so we had PE with our uniforms lor..(:

hildy: hello(: oh.. sadly.. but yeah, vivi cant make it also.. so yeah, another day lor.

yingying: LOL! thats bad then.

jianning: there isnt?! hmm.. have la! i checked cambridge online dictionary. have lor. you spell correctly or not..--'''

candia: oh haha.. good then (: pretend pretend?? wow. i cant even do that. i'm like practically sitting in front of him la! (: and yeah.. alot of work.. but glad there's work (:

weeb: hi(: haha thanks.. on the road to recovery.. (: but LOL, softball training doesnt make me happy lor!! haha.. definitely not. (:

jianning; LOL! emo-ing makes dimples disappear?? haha..weird logic. hmm well, not exactly emo-ing la.. haha.. its just not the right word. hm.. those are bad thoughts ah!

qwerty: haha.. thanks! (: oh and.. 20 years old, and he is the oldest??? thats...... real young isnt it..?

wl: haha.. well, true, but nightmares do create impacts on our lives.. and yeah, sure wont la! haha.. sure leave time to do other things(: unless my homework like yesterday occupy so much of my time lor.. then nothing to say.. (: LOL! haha.. the whole cockroach thing is.. LOL~~ and yeah, it sounds rather geographical lol.

shall reply tags tomorrow morning.
sorry for the procrastination..

got quite a few things to blog bout.

but WARNING: the following information may contain items that make you dose off. you may want to take up the challenge by reading it. or else, i advice you against it.

Quote of the day
"maybe cockroaches take Os too!" -my lame-ness --'''

rained so heavily yesterday night i couldnt really sleep. only managed to at 3++am.
the rain potrayed my cowardly form. =S

grr. have to complete 74 math questions for class that was handed out last sat and due tomorrow. NOT DONE YET!!! rush-chiong-hurry finish. ):

and thanks wl for your patience!
haha.. if not, i would have died for my homework.
and yeah, yesterday- dragged your sleeping time for 1 hour just for your help..
THANKS LOADS (:

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i need a consellor!!! suspected case of depression.

-i will stop by nothing so as to let myself achieve my goals.. perhaps i now learn to prioritise. to come online lesser.. to focus more on my studies. no choice.. i do like using the com.. but yeah, for the sake of my goals, i am cutting down my time. i have to. well, another reason perhaps, is that the person i used to look forward talking to online in the past, doesnt bother to talk to me online now... wheares for the rest who i talk to online.. i can just, well, ring them up.. and yeah. t.a.l.k.~~ also realised that i am starting to give things up nowadays... faith i placed in certain people.. positiveness in life.. and trust. i am starting not to trust people as easily as the past too. like somehow guarding myself from the rest of world. [but i do still trust certain people la..] and the good thing is that i start appreciating people too! like my family.[after that horrible nightmare.] and yeah, my friends too(: those who are always there.. those whom i seek help from, regardless of what resons.. some of whom i could never live without. and yeah, i cant let my my thoughts and emotions control me. i have to control them. and the largest obstacle in my life.. is me myself. i have to overcome me.
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my sis(s) is a HUGE problem ):

argh. shall end here.
looking forward to class tomorrow.
and yeah, probably wont come online then..
probably. see how first.

another post for today.. since i got some of the picts already(:

picts of last day of school!
class pict(:

LOL. this is during PE on the last day. but yeah. very random. dont guess who is who.

Bai's birthday happens to be in the last day of school..

the shirt we gave mrs liew

the one for mrs capel. lol~

thats bout it.


saturday today.
yeah.

class was so funny.
not really gonna elaborate.. but yeah, it was fun (:
and yeah.. the guys as usual.. --'''
yay~more homework.


then after class, mt yingying at kallang MRT to go to kallang pitch for game. watched singapore's national female team versus the japan's male team. and yeah, there was this funny thing that zoe said when she reached..
zoe: wow! they are jap guys eh! do they eat shushi???
joyce: what.. can i slap your face zoe?!
LOL~
and yeah, it started at 3pm and ended at 6pm.
joanne was so hilarious.
and yeah, elli said i was so freaky being able to complete doing the cube--'''

ok. shall end this post here..

replying tags here~
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jianning: LOL.. why so high.. and yeah.. suntan at P.ubin?! goodness...

qwerty: haha.. yeah true (: oh haha.. thanks.. many people seem to say its.. erm.. yeah, bad. LOL~

xinfang: wha.. so bad ah.. haha.. thanks anyway.. but yeah, i think this suits better than the last time one..

vivi: almost. LOL! haha.. what... what a nice excuse lol! haha.. lol where got pink.. its not THAT type of pink lor.. sobs.. got so bad ah.. at least suit better yeah..? i prefer this lol~

hildy: hello!! (: lol where got pro.. if pro then wont need study le haha.. i havent do heymath lol..

joey: lol. where got so bad.--''' you got alot of comments hor. yours leh.

huiqi: bg annoying..? hmm.. to each its own (: haha..thanks for the comment anyway..

qwerty: haha.. got it (:

wl: haha.. i got so bad meh (: guai de lor.. haha.. kidding la.. i dont even ask them play lol. i probably wont. its terrible.. ohoh.. bras basah..? hmm.. lol! its somewhat lame haha.. but yeah.. its hard to guess lol (: i'm not that observant.. haha.. anyway, the DCF one ah.. 3rd Nov was the concert lol. thats why. sianned. why he so crap de lor. --''' but yeah, i cant watch anymore.. sighsighsigh. but nvm la haha..

qwerty: mao dun..? haha why ah..?

xinfang: haha.. nowonder.. coz like keep repeating.. haha.. then weird weird de..

vivi: LOL~~ good lor. finally found your book 9 and 10.. (:

huiqi: hello! and thanks for the tag (:

vivi: hmm nice...? depends lor.. abit sian~~ ohoh.. must show kay! and try to go ah.. or must must must try make it kay! (: coz sharon coming.. LOL~ (:

day: friday.
time now: 12.10am

got a few things to post today hhaXD

well, day started out by meeting wl at PP. haha.. we both practically just walked and crapped around.. and yeah, went to banquet, sit, and crapped more. LOL~ then vivi came. and yeah, we crapped even more (:

then at school.. joanna was so funny.. coz we werent allow to train due to O levels and the rain. so yeah, we had to go to the cateen first. so [senior]joanna came to school and saw us..
Joanna: where are you all going?
we all: canteen lor.. coz cannot train..
joanna: really?? YES!
mel: what was that for man...cannot like that eh..
joanna: ok okay.... OH DAMN IT. i really wanna pitch badly.. [sacarstically lol~]
and yeah, we all laughed. (:

yupp. well...
stupid D.C.F.
if werent for his involvement in that case..
i would be having fun with "magic" now. --''

shall end here (:

wow.
blogskins has a BIG problem.
how inconvenient..
): grr.
gotta design a skin for class blog..
and yeah, wanna change my skin too!
so this stripy thing is a temporary thing until i have found what i want. (:

blog again!
well, i had fun just now(:

went with vivi to bugis then bras brasah [dont know how to spell] to get stuff.. then yeah, she came over with me to my mum's workplace. haha..

SO FINALLY! i got some of my books(:
gonna start work liao!
cant afford to waste anymore time...

nothing much to write already.
so yeah, just replying tags and i'll end the post with that.

tags replied here(:
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wl: LOL! haha.. i had a hard time guessing. so this is what it is.. (: hmm i agree lor.. trainings are tiring.. and yeah, dreams ARE NICE, and cards.. LOL! yeah agreed (: nah.. i am guai de lol~~

jianning: LOL~~ good then. next time go play kay! (: and yeah lol. you relly go bother measure --''' yeah your mum is right.you really anorexic la.. lol! yeah, FBTs arent meant to be big. please. you have to fin sth fitting la. short? ok what. if you think its short... then dont buy la--'''' carefour have. what.. for your cons, i think its really lame. what for. if you so scared then DONT BUY. simple.

candia: wow... haha.. he is really strict lol. calculaters also ah?? haha.. i told my mum, then she was saying that, extra lessons good mah(: well, you kena before..? haha..as in the punishment..

huiqi: hello(: and thanks for the tag(:

vivi: haha yeah(: bored at home mah(: and yeah.. sorry yeah.. make you get scolding..

well, blogging in the morning again(:
no training today..
and yeah.. break day(:

yesterday's training was fun.. coach was in a SUPER good mood and yeah, she was very patient. only physicals was bad coz it was tiring.
its not bout being a team. its based on yourself. not everyone played cards. you chose to play. its YOUR fault. those who followed instructions and chose not to play, arent in any wrong. p.l.e.a.s.e. if you didnt do anything, you wont want to be in the same situation as those who didnt play --'''

and yeah..
meeting vivi later (:

nothing much to post already.
so shall just reply my tags here!
and yeah, lesser poems already, coz lately..... all's well(:

tags replied!
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jianning: yeah thats what i was saying lol.. coz graduation.. its like reading.. not really singing at the start. yup, play the how to save a life *beams* (: and yeah, SEE SEE you really so thin can! lol underweight sure can la. unless severely..

qwerty: oh! should be OBS (: in pulau ubin?? yes yes?? haha.. *getting excited* LOL~~

jianning: LOL.. weird question to be asked online.. okay.. either XS or Sand i dont measure such stuff. so yeah.. (: you'll have to take XS la lol. FBTs arent meant to be loose!!!! --''' hello, if you get HUGE sizes... the openings of the leg part is gonna be so big its worse for you. LOL! all three combined... yeah good lor.. study earlier. but doesnt seem to make any diff to you leh.well.. all three humans??? lol. i'd rather not. and yeah, who cares bout the dumb part?

huiqi: hello(: nvmnvm no worries yeah (:

vivi: haha yup! for the sake of results, i'd go extreme. (: okay.. not that extreme. but yeah, you get what i mean....

wl: LOL! 08 is next year.. and yeah, 09 is my year! (: if have 09, wont everything be..can just memorise the stuff lol~ hmm.. the without shift thing is weird.. haha.. catch no ball. lol~ haha.. and yeah true... nice dreams.. are hard to be realistic.. so are the bad ones at times.. but i still like dreams. (: