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You'll remember me when the west wind moves, among the fields of barley
You can tell the sun in his jealous sky, when we walked in fields of gold. In his arms she fell as her hair came down, Among the fields of gold |
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ok. didnt came online yesterday.. and perhaps starting from today.. i'll come online less often and replace it with studying. so my blogposts wont be on an everyday-basis, but do still come (: tuesday,30th Oct. good day(: -no training. -dad's birthday. -first day of class. [explain later(:] went for the OBS checkup thingy. it was practically a waste of time! coz all the doctor did was ask my mum and i questions.. and the tested my blood pressure and stuff. then, went for class in the evening. well, the teacher sounded... strict? fun? scary?! hmm.. but yeah, i'm sure i'll like the class. hope he'll be like mr chan. and yeah, he was rather funny talking to my parents.. saying what "if you dont complete my work, you'll be dealt with severly. but i doubt that'll happen right?" and i nodded my head and smiled. LOL~~ then the teacher made me sit with the guys.. and they are....... so......... well, abit sod sod up there. haha.. but yeah, i think i'll have fun in the days upcoming.. (: and PS. i am a good student okay?! i'll definitely do the homework he gave(: then, we "celebrated" my dad's birthday. and yeah.. end of the day. today. woke up from this horrible nightmare and yeah, teared horribly. had a hard time for both my mum and i myself to convince myself that everything was going to be alright. and it would be. it has to be. training later....... =X shall end here! (: nvm, shall reply my tags together.. olest from top! jianning: LOL! okok.. i was wondering what word was it. haha.. qwerty: yeah LOL! i remembered that many complained bout it.. wl: yup haha.. was bored mah, thats why.. LOL! i dont htink so ba (: i wont mind exams... i like it somehow.. haha.. hmm.. and yeah, quite hard have fun sometimes.. coz everything also so serious. as in training la.. hmm without shift? haha dont get it lol~~ and yeah of course no 2007 lor (: haha.. and yeah, thanks too! (: oh and plus ytd also! haha.. paiseh take up so much time.. marianne: oh wow.. haha.. good for you(: xinfang: hello (: and thanks for the tag! (: jianning: LOL! haha.. wait for next year post exam then(: vivi: hmm.. i'd rather be bored at home.. LOL! coz i'm hardly bored at home.. i like being at home haha.. qwerty: sec3 camping? hmm sounds like my OBS haha.. kota tingi? haha.. its fun there. (: kayaking too? haha.. your school seems to like kayaking yeah? (: jianning: you trying to play? haha.. graduation song can meh? haha.. then in future you can sing and play the piano at the same time for how to save a life. (: haha.. i think it'll sound nice (: tags replied here(: oldest from the top. jianning: lol? i dont really see the link eh.. but yeah. you should have been borne earlier then.. to your perfect era.. marianne: lol.. maybe.. not very sure of it.. but yeah. its not in use. haha, she does la(: vivi: yeah.. dont know why. think of studying for next year.. a new beginning.. yeah, it just makes me excited. haha.. (: wl: haha.. (: ten-year-series?? wow.. i wont mind (: but you sure you wont need it..? hmm.. no 2007 nvm lor.. can practice can already (: vivi: hmm.. thank me? haha.. well, just glad having you(: really.. and yeah, i just wish too (: qwerty: yupp NC16. scary ah? haha... it looks... hmm.. somewhat holy. lol~ wellwell, blogging rather early in the morning. -7.45am i hate this feeling. everyone's out, me being alone at home at this.. unearthly hour. even resorted to switching on the telly to the soccer channel my father usually watches so i can somewhat imagine his presence. hate being home alone!!!!!! there's training later. %?!*()#?*#&*#$! cant they let us slack its seriously sian-ed to have it 3 times a week during hols somemore. wthwthwthwth. i'd rather have the Os. yesterday was nice. grandma, aunts and uncle, and cousins from mother's side came over. its like a renunion(: and its nice, having everyone around... the warmth is wonderful. absolutely. shall end here. the aim was bad. somehow. tags replied here(: jianning: My cousins or guy friends? hmm.. cousins maybe. but guy friends? not any of that age that i know of.. hmm ask my dad hhaXD well, i'll miss everyone yeah(: well.. 2e6? she's... scary. --''' and yeah. sadist lol.. haha... the songs are nice(: anyway.. glad that i know you too(: haha.. vivi: yeah!!! its really sad la.. miss everyone.. all the fun, crap and joy.. just everything.. sigh... qwerty: ohh... its seems mysterious and yeah, abit confusing too (: xinfang: hello(: haha.. did i spell your name wrongly?? hmm.. well, i hope lor.. i think i'll see you in combi I. (: haha.. wl: yeah lor.. haha.. will la.. but less.. wont be together.. thee bond.. its like.. great.. haha.. thats why sure sad lor.. (: quote of the day. "a photograph is a secret about a secret.the more it tells you, the less you know." -by: Diane Arbus. well,went to bugis there with my sis(s) and vivi. library.. and walked around the mall. thanks vivi.. (: yeah, then we went to her house downstairs coz i needa collect something. plus we crapped there too. great. then went to parkway.. hoping to get my textbooks. but none were out. ah!!! how suay. want to start studying already.. shall end here.. tags replied here(: oldest from top! huiqi: hmm well.. its syafina's.. not really our class de. but our class went la (: wl: oh.. school ah.. well.. you have more to suan than me lor (: haha.. yeah. going to (: coz very motivated to study le.. haha.. but yeah. sure got limits la. still got time to slack what (: haha.. and yeah it was real fun (: qwerty: mysterious? haha.. yeah.. its seems hard to understand LOL~and i wasnt really interested.. thats why didnt follow up lor.. tiff: hellos(: huiqi: yeah.. it is.. haha.. sad somehow. happy somewhat (: nah.. its always fun.. (: marianne: haha.. hello(: yupp, relinked dear(: jianning: ah please lor... hmm.. tanned you mean? black sounds funny. like charcoal lol! hmm.. you're already there lor... --''' weeb: haha..please lor.. mine's really bad.. cannot compare.... wl: really meh.. haha.. not sianned yet. coz its fun haha.. (: yeah thanks for the advice.. and also plus ytd yeah (: qwerty: hmm.. i somehow yes.. another half no.. sigh.. huiqi: haha.. one only.. the rest all diff lor.. ): sadly... and yeah happy hols to you too(: xinfang: hellos(: vivi: haha i hope so lor.. (: i wanna see some people there too. (: cant wait hhaXD and yeah.. true true LOL! haha.. kidding la (: sometoday = last day of school! (: didnt know we were so bonded(: "bonded by love, tied together by results"... will miss the class LOADS- and school was slack too.. whole morning, we played that card game LOL~ and cheryl was my lucky star! (: she sit beside me and i keep getting into royalty haha.. then the class kept taking weird pictures.. and LOADS of them. PS. whoever has the photos please send them to me yeah. nearing the end of school was a horrible and emotic moment. i somehow suggested the class singing together.. and we really did lol~ so yeah.. we sang a couple of songs.. #1. start of something new #2. stand by me. #3. we're all in this together #4. gradutation song. #5. that song we sang for sec1 orientation.(: hmm.. cant remember le lol~ yeah, then everyone was rather emotional.. some even cried. [which thus spurs the rest into crying too lol~] i was trying to control mine. so yeah. didnt! but will miss everyone. and yeah. training wasnt any better. everyone was demoralised at first. but then.. it was okay after that.. finally over. and i can rejoice. tired now. and muscles cramping. great shall end here. can finally sleep till when i can see the rise from my bed. today is a tiring and siann-ed day. school is just another waste of time. just got back report books.. and yeah, next year's booklist! (: t cant wait to start on my studies somehow... so i am gonna buy my books as early as possible (: results... yeah. again. lousy. i am going double next year (: phy-chem. supposedly same as vivi, zoe, huiwen.... and yeah. guess so (: i hope it would be a fun class......... BUT BUT BUT. its not decided. as in,not posted. so yeah. just hoping for it (: and yeah, training was another tiring lot. stupid hurdles. and yeah. that fielding drill. but "batting" was fun. (: ah. shall end here. no mood to blog already. i'm tired. so ending here. tah. tags replied here. wl: LOL! haha.. well, using com wont really be a major reason to make my day good la haha(: but yeah. it would be better if can la.. and yeah thanks! you take care too (: jianning: LOL! "tomorrow" is the chalet one yeah? lol~ everyone is excited i guess... (: wl: suan? about..? haha.. and yeah, its rather nice.. the pyramid i mean(: sophisticated.(: but hard to find it now.. wasted yeah. lol~ as in.. 11.11? haha.. haha.. maybe i havent really did my best? i guess can do better ba. i just have to set it higher.. and then, more effort. yupp(: and yeah thanks! haha.. eeks, not ever going to use it lol~ yingying: LOL~ you really seem to have a bad day yeah. well, let it go la. its over anyway. (: and yeah, what matters most is you had fun in chlet(: huiqi: haha thanks(: its not rhythmic though... wl: LOL! haha.. not as cold as you said la (: but yeah.. i think its... somewhat funny.. LOL~ qwerty: ohh.. haha i didnt even bothered bout the show.. LOL~ was it really nice??(: jianning: hmm.. not sure leh. thought its nothingless..well, why do you even have to bother bout this kind of stuff?! you're who you are what.. it doesnt matter at all. pictures of humans and models and dont know what thin people are fake. okay? set yourself to be like them for what? set other better goals la. ok today's post lol~ well, NO SCHOOL again coz of E-learning (: so yeah. can slack right here. i dont think i can use com as often as before. so many problems.. i dont mean the com though. since the hols are arriving, shall set alot of my time for prep-studying. to satisfy them. - -''' shall be guai*.. argh. no choice. wow. so far have only finished English for E-learning. [lol, i use online cambridge dictionary XD] and its already... 11.42 am. so mush go chiong the rest. if not i lose my head. and yay. i love my notebook. going to fully utilize it. -random (: shall end here then! hope that can come online tonight.... met the* clique at bugis early in the mornning yesterday(: and yeah, first thing to do: go guardian to get my finger strips!!! so the few of us went around, played and crapped XD i finally got my notebook. and we got this album thing for syafinah. but yeah, the whole thing was just us wasting time haha.. when the time came.. [lol] we took shuttle bus from pasir ris down to syafina's farewell chalet. (: at the shuttle bus bus stop. aiyo. what's hildy doing ah?  oh how gracious.
wow.worst still. .jpg) the chalet. .jpg) the view of pasir ris park..jpg) .jpg) there. the beach(: but i prefer ECP....jpg) .jpg) the sky! had a hard time finding the "perfect" angle. lol~ but then.....i had to leave a shadow of my finger there... --''' how wasted la..jpg) erm lol~another pict of the chalet. too bored la. then take so many. haha...jpg) look. for children. but we went in anyway. .jpg) .jpg) erm.. that clique (: not very clear though...jpg) syafinah and erm.. yeah.. opening the door. .jpg) big talk in the room lol~.jpg) well, cheryl taught me how to play that game. tai-tee or sth. lol~ so many flushes. .jpg) hhaXD they got pushed into the pool and are soaking wet lol~.jpg) sqeeaing water everywhere....jpg) haha.. poor hildy! (:.jpg) all soaking wet. tsk..jpg) aiyo. cheryl you playing stunt ah..? (: but i think she hiding from those who are trying to throw her into the pool lol~.jpg) see! how wet the floor indoors become!.jpg) there. the action of throwing people into the pool. .jpg) wet judy!.jpg) yingying and abigail trying to pull vivi. but yeah. vivi was strong enough.. and abigail was so rough and violent please. --'' and she shouldnt force people[not referring to vivi] who dont wanna get wet into the pool or even get them wet la. even though it was for fun... abigail i cant stand you!!!!!!!!.jpg) the hideout from the water bombs. lol~ see jiayi asserting her strenght to keep the door closed (:
.jpg) personally love this. the sky(: had another hard time trying to find the "perfect" angle. .jpg) ok this is random. nothing got to do with the fun. but yeah. i just somehow like the scene. (:.jpg) ah, this too! even nicer (:.jpg) they all wanted to trick syafina. so they pretended that everyone was going to jump into the pool together when it was actually that they were going to run a little and stop halfway, leaving syafina to jump herself. and yeah. it suceeded. but my reaction was slow, so i couldnt take syafina jumping, but only her spash and everyone laughing lol~.jpg) well, yingying here(: with the picture looking so dreamy. LOL~.jpg) not going to mention whose feet this is. but yeah, those who know keep quiet yeah? its the slipper tan after being under the sun for so long lol! and yeah, the feet/leg looks weird being half in water and half above it.. (:.jpg) see how wet the chalet was. coz almost everyone was dripping wet. hhaXD [though it was a little gross..]
got loads to blog bout today. school hours are a total waste of time i should say. they crapped bout our results. and as i was so bored i wrote a poem.. Disaappointment, a feeling In which pains the heart So badly At which you know its not Possible to reach your targets Perfectly or slightly less. Out into the drain your hopes go Into nothingless [nothingness?!] No one knows Then you'll feel Mentally distraught and Eventually losing yourself. No more you'll be, The person people used to see... -copyrighted. yeah, back to today. (: choy brought a pyramid for me to help her solve today. how random.. but yeah. (: i can solve it yay. some picts lol.
.jpg) tags replied here! oldest from top. sorry i know i owed this for a long time (: wl: nah.. wouldnt have done it without you teaching (: LOL!! collect their shit? yeahyeah.. i wonder. haha.. eeks, it would be freaky to sleep-sing. haha.. its like you're walking through some dark place.. then ah.. someone sing in their sleep. sure freaky la! dont wanna give anyone in my fam~ a heart attack.. [choy.] jianning: enya? that song ok only la.. not say very nice.. i still prefer ours (: wl: wha.. depends lor.. this geog ah.. will kill ah! haha.. and true. really rack the brains. vivi: haha yeah lor.. sianned mah.. nothing better to do. plus E-learning is boring.. huiqi: nah.. its bad.. i am prepared somehow? hm.. but still hope a miracle happens (: qwerty: yupp haha(: thats a sure thing. its important somehow (: weeb: wow true.. excited that school's gonna end (: yay. thanks! and you too (: jianning: lol. me too.. hate it like nothing. well.. i just hope that thing dies down. okok shall go see (: wl: thanks(: already better! and yeah.. not alone coz got people like you to be there(: charlene: haha hellos! (: yup.. me neither(: jiannning: well, just use codings.. almost the same as tagboard. but chang the brackets used. (: wl: yupp they are! provided less training.. ah.. sianned. coz if got alot.. then needa go back sch.. vivi: yay haha.. thanks.(: already better.. you too yeah? (: and glad you're back(: huiqi: thanks for the tag(: yingxuan: haha thanks loads for the encouragement(: and yeah, already feeling better(: qwerty: nah not that i'm busy.. just cant really use com. somehow.. jianning: nah.. not really blasting.. soft only.. (: but yeah. sure listen to my mum lor.. i am guai (: hahaha.. wow. weird dream last night. and i left the music on. the earpieces stuck to my ears till morning. great. can finally use com without worrying already. and yeah. got this wonderful flu this weekend. my mum didnt let me jog in the morning. ): coz she said something bout it being dangerous. so fine lor~~~ then came home and slacked. haha.. shall end here. hope tomorrow will be a good day(: "you're here... there's nothing i'd fear" - quoted from My heart will go on. well, will probably be online lesser.. and yeah, i'll probably reply tags slower too. apologies. but they will be replied! (: well, these days havent really been passing well. and yeah, played cube since morning to keep myself occupied. LOL~ and thank you for last night. really made me feel better and to let me know that someone's there (: shall end here. cant stay online for too long. bye. he and his crap. i am not going to care anymore. she can side him. i dont care. its just too much. everything is bout my fault yeah? how many nights have it been where i hide and bleed deep inside? i feel horrible. life is a horrible huge bunch of crap. i just wanna hear someone's voice. speaking to me.. showing me a way out.. *PS. sorry for late tag replies.i will reply them soon! HELLO. lol ok thats abit high. but yeah.. at home now and its 8++ am in the morning(: rise and shine......... but do E-learning............ --''' oh wells. ah. doing geog now. and i am slacking and blogging. lol~~ i am thinking what you are thinking. haha.. okays shall end here. (: tags replied here. oldest from the top.(: jianning: LOL!! true true.. but yeah.. it wont be of a huge problem la haha(: models? you call them models? they are.. like barbie dolls. wl: LOL!!! yeah lol~~ haha,... but do you think the birds will know it? who knows there have already been one..? but they just dont understand whats t.o.i.l.e.t. haha (: qwerty: ahh!!! mine too. bad bad bad. true haha.. but yeah.. actually ah..... tell ya the secret**. its the emo-ing..? lol~~ haha.. not really la. depends. lol~. its just.. yeah.. getting into the mood. (: wl: haha.. you sound like you like yourself (: haha.. yupp, i use to be "crazy" over it lol~~ but now hear too much till sian haha.. (: hildy: hello (: haha.. well, coz of results??? sigh.. i wish my mum did..? sigh.. i felt horrible too even without it.. huiqi: haha.. thanks for the tag (: yingying: LOL>> haha dont get the meaning.. haha(: qwerty: haha.. yup! it is lame lol~~~ haha.. (: jianning: LOL~~ i just find it irritating regardless or any speaking terms. its just... ah. whatever la. they like nothing better to do!!!! lol true.. i also nothing to react bout it.. just to walk away.(: joey: er LOL hi.. nah... not sure.. but that prson so random.. huiqi: nah not really.... real bad that is.): vivi: wha cannot like that la.. i care XD haha(: well.. i wont get into triples la.. ): so yeah.. if you going doubles then seeya.. haha.. (: emo ah? haha.. qwerty: hah yupp (: nice yeah? (: haha.. looking forward though lol~~ ok. today is a -not bad- day. school is a waste of time. didnt really do anything. and yay. tomorrow is E-learning day. NO SCHOOL! left 3 more days to hols haha.. (: coz next tues and wed no school. haha.. today's training is not bad lah.. apart. APART from.... #1. pull tube until my hand muscle ached. #2. THAT abs muscle physical which is a million times worse than sit ups. yay. can do cube within 3 minutes without reference. dont let my dad look down on me lol~ thanks to wl.. and also vivi cause we exchanged pointers (: oh man. i am like super high today XD since last night la (: shall end here. ok today... good and bad day. elaboration.. wthwhwth, they play that thing so fun ah? stupid flames. and she* even had to tell others. wthwth. cant she tell i was so pissed offf?! she isnt as trustworthy as she claimed to be. she fine with it so what?! i am not! cant she just keep her big mouth shut?! so bored is it?! nothing better to do?! results?! horrible. sorry i cant help it but.. yeah. it was too much to take. all the stupid carelessness. thanks zoe, ying2 and ziying! and yeah. training was erm.. slack? or not really. lol~ gym wasnt at all. spent two hours there... with those tiring workouts. then coach ask megan, the seniors and i to play that erm, funny game. (: ok la. today.. is FINE. then after that went to singpost with ying after training. then.. there were many funny things happenening. LOL~ i wanted to drink my drink. so i drank from straw la. then.. i was like.. eh.. why air only..? no water le meh..? then i look and see.. wha.. the straw wasnt inserted into the drink.. --''' you're good.. and you make me feel lousy. depressing, demoralising. shall end here. got this from ZF (: Directions: #1. Put your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle. #2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer. #3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS. #1. Are you a male or female? Collide – Howie Day. -er lol? No link. #2. Describe yourself: Ways of caring – [Chinese song btw.] -I got my own way of caring?? #3. How do you feel about yourself? Superman – Five for fighting -wow. #4. Describe your ex boyfriend / girlfriend: Lonely – Akon -LOL!!!! #5. Describe your current boyfriend/girlfriend: I lay my love on you – westlife -ok. Somehow weird. But irrelevant somewhat. (: #6. Describe your current location: Skyline – YUI -don’t understand the song.. but in the skyline?? #7. Describe what you want to be: Graduation song -er lol..? #8. Describe your best friend? You cant lose what you never had – westlife -er.. don’t see the link.. #9. Your favorite color is: How does it feel – westlife -my fav colour is white btw. #10. You know that: Dirty little secret – all American rejects -!!! #11. What is the weather like? Thousand miles – Vanessa carlton -no link! Distance and weather.. hmm. #12. If your life was a television show, what would it be called? Seasons in the sun – westlife -perhaps. Didn’t seasons. But well, everything’s a negative story, sadly.. #13. What is life to you? ai bu ke si yi - [Chinese song..] -oh. Not that everything’s bout that! LOL~ #14. What is the best advice you have to give? Feel my soul - YUI -huh?! What….. #15. If you could change your name, what would you change it to? Welcome to my life – simple plan -no link either. and I probably wont change my name. (: #16. How do you feel about the opposite sex? Just so you know – Jesse MacCartney -hmm.. don’t get the… drift. #17. Why are you doing this survey? We’re all in this together – High school musical -yeah right. #18. You hate: because you love me – Celine Dion -wha, why would I hate someone who loves me/I love.. LOL~~ #19. Describe your worst enemy: When you believe – Maruah Carey -so off! #20. What's in your back pocket? Complicated – Avril lavigne -complications in there? With the stitching?! LOL~ #21. What's your first thought when you wake up? You’ll be in my heart – Phill Collin -wha.. “you”? who? *beams* #22. Whats your point of view on immigrants coming into the country? All that I need – Boy Zone -not for my need for all I know. Hha. #23. What was the last thing you told someone? We are one - westlife - “we were two.. now we are one..” er, sounds mushy. LOL~ tags replied here! oldest from top. jingyi: haha.. well, i anything la. not about skulls or what. is whether nice or not lor. (: and yeah, my love for nature wont change LOL~ unless nature changes itself. thats for sure(: and yeah, cant excess to your blog leh.. huiqi: nah no worries! thanks anyway(: and you too! all the best!(: jianning: lol, what perfecter? no such word in my dictionary la.. so yeah. dont think so much. ohh.. lol. good for you LOL~~ but must keep in tune ah! (: and voice must be loud. (: gang as in.. yeah hi-5. and codes.. tagging codes? lol! lol you really can spend ah.. hildy: haha.. so bored ah? LOL! (: haha ya lor.. all the best.. worried somewhat. scared everything screwed up. sigh. qwerty: ohh.. haha.. true true. all those songs very nice.. and ah.. you hear, sure wont bored. LOL~~ oh.. haha.. well.. i hope to have my inspirations back (: then write more XD vivi: haha.. dont really know what to elaborate about.... didnt post the explicit details.. qwerty: haha.. well, may the luck stay with you till then! (: haha.. then get good results (: wl: LOL! haha.. maybe is coz of the rain then got the _ _ _ _. but yeah. ytd was a suay day LOL! haha.. (: oh and yeah.. my tagboard somehow censores those words which "it thinks is bad".. candia: haha.. yeah.. kind of wasted. LOL~~ but yeah, the whole day was fun.. apart from the parents keep singing that funny song in every situation.. haha.. jianning: huh? basic necessities??? like? oh can lor. anything lol.. i can go with ya.. or ask anyone.. but i dont think i needa get anything.. LOL~~ see whether need lor. so early anyway haha.. (: zf: haha.. true.. abit suay LOL~~ but yeah. you should hear what wl say bout the bird's parents not teaching it how to aim properly.. thn anyhow shoot. LOL! wl: haha.. like i said.. suay day LOL~~ haha.. but this kind of thing.. aiyo.. blame the birds. LOL~~ but pity them la. got no toilet eh. haha (: huiqi: haha thanks!! (: you too! fiona: well... when you really like a place.. no matter how often you go there you wont get bored la.. well, wco is not bad.. but the sea abit far away.. hmm.. and.. the place.. far eh. travel there. waste time ah. hildy: haha hello(: haha. coz ah.. at AVT, you and priscilla like.. aiyo dont say dont say (: so ah.. we all [i]misunderstand[/i]... ah see! (: haha... wha wha, ya la.. hildy very innocent right (: haha.. but very funny eh.. to tease you (: must ask the person who started it LOL! xinfang: hellos.. LOL! nice day nice day (: and yeah. see ya.. haha! this whole thing is so funny~~~ hildy: sigh... so wasted la!!! heart so sour.. jianning: LOL! you using my blog to test? haha.. but yeah. why test with the <> thing LOL~ shouldnt work on tagboards.. in blogger only.. i guess... tracy: hello(: haha yup, love it too! (: and yeah, thanks!!! you too! (: quote of the day:
coach: ...remember their coach.. jerry? zoe: Then where's tom? --" ok had post mortem today. for nationals. yeah, for once, it was fun. FOR ONCE. coz the mood wasnt so serious and coach was in a good mood. and we need not do gym after that. great. and yeah.. trainings are going to increase till 3 times a week somehow coming up. plus there's camp. sheesh. softball camp is never nice. coz its just bout training. bout fitness --''' and results arent great. really not. so horrible i can kiss triple science goodbye. i was so careless. i practically threw away all of my marks! wthwthwthwth. but i felt nothing. just pangs of anger. what a great day is today. yesterday's darkness.
.jpg) ok shall end here. went out to meet vivi and wl first at PP. then met the rest of the guys at ECP (: and well, it had to rain. so out of boredom, i wrote this. but then, its so....... random. and yeah, its short. What a day, Is today, Dont let us play, Why so suay? Then not gay. Full of dismay, Why can't the rain just go away? ok la.. whatever is with it. i think its lame. --'' and then.. yeah. HUGE MISTAKE. ah, nevermind. another time thats it. seeing your smile just puts me at ease. and i realised i didnt want to leave it at all. shall end here! tags replied here! hildy: haha hello! (: okok haha thanks! hmm.. love ah. depends eh. on situation haha.. (: yingying wha cheemerlogy(: haha and thanks yeah! vivi: lol! how i know her lor. exactly! so lame. never use brains only. --" qwerty: ohh! haha.. me too (: coz com stores all my fav songs. so yeah, i just put on my earpiece and press play.(: haha.. true (: but i lately also never write already. LOL~~ jianning: well, they arent prefect. too far from it. to be perfect is to be who you are. and yup, that song need to sing very high. all. but then ah, some slightly lower.. though it isnt much of a diff (: LOL~ and thanks.. for starting the tag... haha.. and you seem to get your codes already yeah (: wl: hmm true. i'd rather go out lor.. they will still be close to me?? theres this huge gap already.. wha.. wait for news? cant enjoy lol.. the time now.. isnt too good. haha.. results also. not good.. jianning: oh yeah, read that you bought them (: haha.. buy so many lol~~ you really can ah.. yup, titanic is nice. (: wl: haha sure, no need thank me (: why ah.. somewhat am confident. (: you can la! oh.. bout that day its alright. (: vivi: erm.. whats up? why suddenly apologize to me?? shermin: yeah its a nice song (: cg = central gravity. its your weight in a sense. to maintain it means not to go forward. yeah. kind of hard to explain here.. weeb: LOL! ya lor.. its so.. sigh. but yeah.. shoes stolen, though not that serious, is still a bad thing. )': wl: brain power on that..? that* as in.. ok.. erm, not really eh. dont think it rained. (: haha.. but yeah. sure will run la(: wha.. i dont mind not getting a new pair. LOL~~ i'd rather not lose that pair. coz really liked it.. but yeah.. got to chuck it out of my mind, sadly.. great. today wasnt a great day at all. not even mentioning neutral. starting out.. went jogging at ECP again. but i didnt really jogged at all! all coz i got a bad tummy. so yeah, jogged only half of the usual thing, and walked back the rest. how slack. then went with the keks to PP. and practically spent the whole afternoon there. rather fun la(: then went to my grandma's house. and my shoe got stolen. some lame crap. my fav shoes )': shall end here. tags replied here. oldest from the top. jianning: please. they are plastic. plastic as in fake. get it? what for be like them? lol. aiya. forget bout it la. stop broding. qwerty: wha LOL! haha.. go on your com, sit there, pretend got mike(: haha... but yeah, i'd never go kboz i guess.. so not my type of place. (: wl: ya! waste time. well, true.. thats why have to put in effort on your part (: which i am sure you would.. (: my good news? wait for the bad one la. i guess its horrible. very horrible. huiqi: well, mine is mine. though disappointing. dont know hot to describe la. just very lousy.. ): jianning: its not i didnt hear. its a habit can--" then if sore throat then faster get well. (: qwerty: lol~~ thanks(: somehow its become my habbit.. (: jianning: --" its nice anyway. they have reasons for that. so we shouldnt probe. and yeah, you shouldnt go so high coz its so out of tune! so whats the point?! ans as for that song, i am singing high. doesnt mean i sing the lower all the time.--" jocelyn: hello(: yup! its rather nice i should say.. (: weeb: LOL~~~ yeah. got loads of it. as in.. wrote a few since earlier on.and all copyrighted. (: jianning: well, whatever is with your fat thin fat logic la. i am not goping to care anymore bout it. its lame la. just be who you are la. why want to bother bout so much these things.--" huiqi: haha thanks though(; hmm true. haha.. random XD vivi: haha.. yupps! (: haha.. both years! and i am so glad (: jianning: well, i told you already. like i said... i am no longer going to comment on it. --" wl: nah.. nothing much.. just went out with vivi for awhile. (: yingying: LOL~~ yeah... and thanks yeah. (: tiff: haha.. okays sure! (: just back from dinner. was super angry just now. stupid acts with stupid attitude. WTH. shall reply tags by tmr. SORRY. quote of the day "its misleading for you standing beside me." - by some stranger talking to his female friend stared into the ceiling.. and make it all a negative dream. i'll wake up from it. listened to music all until i feel asleep unknowingly and it was still playing this mornning. haha (: couldnt actually go out today. but then, got so pissed off by by sis(s) that i desperately had to. so yeah. went with vivi.. (: thanks vivi for your time! and when i got back.. wasnt any better. STUPIDLY, my sis went to delete windows messanger. wth. wthwthwthwthwthwth!!!!!!!!!!! and i got to redownload. will do later la. so sick la she. BOTH. great. how great. shall end here. if i ever continue typing. i'd go crazy with my words. have sis for what. wish i was never borne. !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! feel the fury. but ah nice song. (: How To Save A Life -by: The Fray Step one you say we need to talk He walks you say sit down it's just a talk He smiles politely back at you You stare politely right on through Some sort of window to your right As he goes left and you stay right Between the lines of fear and blame You begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Let him know that you know best Cause after all you do know best Try to slip past his defense Without granting innocence Lay down a list of what is wrong The things you've told him all along And pray to God he hears you And pray to God he hears you Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness How To Save A Life And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life As he begins to raise his voice You lower yours and grant him one last choice Drive until you lose the road Or break with the ones you've followed He will do one of two things He will admit to everything Or he'll say he's just not the same And you'll begin to wonder why you came Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life How to save a life How to save a life Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life Where did I go wrong, I lost a friend Somewhere along in the bitterness And I would have stayed up with you all night Had I known how to save a life How to save a life quotes of the day #1. "the more you hit me, the more i come and les." - by abi. --''' #2. "am i me??" - by claire (: wow.. spent time yesterday to pitch my voice to reach that high note of that** song haha.. then yay. finally can le. (: so no problem singing. XD and yeah. results arent really great. lousy la. and yeah, my work piece on display again LOL~~ DnT and HomeEC (: and yeah. thanks vivi for spending time after school (: and hope zoe didnt make you loose appetiteXD training sucked. huge word i know but yeah. it really did. thanks claire and megan. and also.. thanks ying! really appreciate that hand around my shoulders (: Pain, is a stain, though faint, will remain. -miniature poem (: shall end here. a poem supposedly written last night before i slept. (: What is laughter? Compared to sugar is it sweeter? yes it is. course' it is! Could be something someone would say, And that it gladly made your day..? Or something joyful could have happened, Driving away something saddened. Something so positive, it rids the negative. Gives you strenght, To a large extent. Everything unexplianable, However easily applicable. it's just wonderful, Or rather beautiful. You see one's dimples, so deep they are like ripples. And it makes you smile too doesnt it? -copyrighted hmm.. i think this poem is lousy. heck care le.. i prefer last time's. well.. today was supposed to be a positive day. but well......... tags replied here(: oldest from top! qwerty: haha yup.. finally exams over. good yeah? haha.. well, thanks bout that peom... (: jianning: LOL~~ okay... but better check your ears first too(: haha.. oh.. we already made a deal not to explian too much bout it mah.. like keep it within us (: haha.. oh please la. its scary. they are plastic! those arent real kay. they will kill you! =X your legs are fine la. so stop thinking you are fat lor. definitely not! wl: haha.. i hope so (: dont wanna disappoint my teacher. LOL~~ (: hmm.. be positive kay!!! dont worry so much la. prove it to her during Os.. (: you can do it! and yeah. the math thing was BORING... disappointing lor. jianning: wha i went to watch your videos. LOL~ how sadistic la!!!! esp the leeches de. gross!!! the ending is like.. EW! then the puking thing is --" gross la. haha..(: huiqi: haha yup. i definitely am lor.. very vry very worried. well, all the best yeah.. (: you can do well! XD vivi: LOL yeah. school was boring. extremely la.. haha true.. somewhat irritating. but.. yeah, i not so bad la. to *, i will surely de lor. jianning: yeah i saw lol.. though i didnt quite understand.. but yeah. just ignore la.. if not you'll only get yourself upset for no reason worth it at all! thats why.. just ignore la (: and i'll be there to help you too if i can.. (: fiona: well for you haha.. i'd rather laze at home. LOL~ at least not physically challenged. rather tiring sometimes.. jianning: yeah LOL~ i know you dont eat msg la.. just ignore la! let them say what they want. then you just walk away. dont let yourself get affected. hmm.. if thats the case.. you just maintain your distance la.. why bother to scold? it'll just worsen friendships only. so yeah. just walk away yeah? qwerty: wha.. haha.. not your type of place haha.. nice phrase. (: haha.. but yeah. i'd feel weird going there too. i wanna sing, i sing with friends at other places which definitely wont be the Kbox. yup, i'd rather go bowling too! haha.. its better, i'd have a great workout too! XD candia: haha hello! (: well, thanks! but yeah. only write it when i have emotions to express... (: which somehow means inspirations.. (: jianning: yeah true la.. some people like to make fun of other's phobia.. so yeah.. just ignore la. coz you angry only make you upset. thats why.. no point mah. and what you said is true.. she contradicting only.. so yeah, dont get so upset yeah? (: fiona: ohh.. again? its connection error yeah? but now alright le right? then should be okay(: oh, and no worries bout the *** thing.. i got it. (: vivi: haha thanks (: and for you too.. the results thing (: thanks everyone for tagging! well.. today's school is a waste of time! talks and talks and talks. plus that math course was rather dry. and bluntly, i would say b.o.r.i.n.g.!!! geez. horrible thing today was: the muscle cramps i had. credits go to yesterday's training. WOW. i think i didnt stretched properly and plus the sudden strain.. i was practically limping the whole day.. and i had trouble sitting cross-legged on the floor. COZ IT REALLY HURTS. another "nice" thing was when my house phone rang.. i rushed [attempted to la] towards it. but then, due to the pain in my leg, i fell --''' and we're gonna check papers tomorrow. PLUS. there's training. ruins my fridays. hope tomorrow will pass well......... -and i'm crossing my fingers. well, gonna have 3 posts today again. coz i have a poem to type out. and yeah, once again, writing it helps me to rid that feeling off. (: Do you realised what you’ve done? You caused my heart to weigh a ton. So heavy I cant withhold, All those lies that you have told. The cut so deep in me, So deep you cannot see. Sometimes I wonder.. And at times I ponder.. What have I done to deserve, All those c.r.a.p. that you preserve? Please stop acting like you really care. Coz’ its really making me flare. You’re just so fake And I am the fool you’ve make [made]. No thanks. To your pranks. Just let me smile. At least for a while… Won't ya? -copyrighted. i wonder if you really cared. or was it just a show? coz' i really wished you meant it. ending this poem post here. might have to go out for dinner. but yeah, will be online later and will continue with replying tags. (: tags replied here. oldest from top! fiona: hi! yupp, i went back.. and yeah. you wish to have cca? LOL! haha.. qwerty: haha.. yup! finally can relax uh! (: haha.. but ok la. random posts are nice somehow.. wl: yup! now i get it =) nah.. you are a good teacher(: haha.. and hope i wasnt a difficult "student"! XD nah haha.. who you saw today on bus wasnt my spy orh. haha.. (: jianning: lol you got problem hearing ah.. haha.. hi-5 is the what?? and please lor.. you stop skinning le la. never hear today's talk meh! later send you go consellor then how?? (: haha.. shermin: well, it started today (: qwerty: haha.. yup! good for you! (: finally exams over! (: you can enjoy now.. amanda: wha cant meh? i guess something cropped up.. you can try refreshing anyway(: huiqi: nah! weird!!! haha... i got up stage --" 2nd post ok. loads to post bout today. super reluctant to get out of bed this morning to go to sch. =X but yeah. got up anyway.. school curriculum is filled with post exam activites. and we learned salsa and hip hop --''' and then. WOW. vivi and i were pulled "upstage" with abi too. =X yeah. then, after recess was boring. practically slept LOL~~ and yeah. vivi kept pulling my hair. and yeah. training was tiring today. and i got hit by the ball. how nice. shall end here. couldnt really get to sleep last night. coz'... so yeah, i wrote a poem again. haha (: and with that, i got to sleep. (: here it is! If your heart holds a question, To answer it is your mission. If not it’ll cause depression, Thus giving a bad impression. It haunts your heart, your mind, Sophisticated you cant define, Pricks your heart like some sorta pine, Obviously, it wont be fine… Why is this happening? Why is it so heart wrenching? Why is it so deafening I find it so threatening? I try to ask around, But so hopeless I even ask the ground. Obviously it doesn’t make a sound! And yeah, nothing can be found… [-no answers what-so-ever] Desperate I even asked into my mirror [mirror mirror on the wall…] But it isn’t any better. Doesn’t provide an answer, PLUS, it made me worse-r. -someone please help me! -copyrighted. ah i like this poem (: my peoms sure got hidden meaning haha.. seldom write it for nuts. well, unless i am inspired to XD ok shall end this post! 2 more to come! tags replied here! oldest from the top. qwerty: yupp! haha.. sure not ours lor. where got so professional? (: and yeah, sure not (: haha.. wl: haha yup fun! (: wha.. exams die? sounds bad eh.. haha but true, after Os.. you also sure come out and play LOL! oh!!! i thought what LOL! didnt get what you meant earlier (: jianning: LOL???? please lor. fat what fat. really what... you dont look fat! not at all la. siao already.. LOL~~ shermin: yup, nice song. (: jianning: yup i did! haha.. you cannot see ah? tsk tsk.. blur already. specs must increase degrees (: jiayi: haha hellos! (: thanks for the tag! XD jianning: LOL wrong la. i pronounce as pie-sus!!! anyway dont make fun eh! my horoscope eh! LOL whats with the choy thing.. LOL. for once not sadistic haha(: qwerty: wha tmr last paper (: haha.. good then. can enjoy and play LOL~~ (: and yeah.. all the best too!!! and sure, will check it out! (: huiqi: ya lor!!!! so sad. ok school never mind. training starting. wha.. will be tiring. )': vivi: nah.. i left early. thats why lor. if not they went to bowl le haha.. (: ok. back home, tired and sian-ed. there's training tomorrow. and i am unwilling to go to sch =X got a few things to quote today. scenario #1 ying: hmm did you realise something? me: huh? what? that the sky is blue?! --''' scenario #2. [ i was changing in the toilet.] me: ah sheesh. cant find the hole. [referring to the one you fit your head into.obviously.] ying: hole? what hole?! wha! sounds so wrong! [so sick.--''' please lor. is who think dirty ah?] scenario #3. [we were getting something from Macs and i was the one who ordered. and as we left..] ying: eheh. the guy at the counter seems so nervous taking your orders! me: ah? nervous for what? first time taking orders meh?! ying: coz maybe he got mesmerized by you! me: *chokes on food* ah please lor. you think until where. ying: hahaha.. maybe is me how? me: [gives her the --''' look] yeah should be. ah ok. went to school and helped arrange the equipment store. then went for team bonding at ECP. quite boring it is. oh, thanks wl! managed to solve it already! (: and thanks for your time and effort yeah.. and i checked already. no device XD your spy's bad(: lazy to post photos. so i shall just end off here. tags replied here! oldest from the top. jianning: wha LOL. so small.. haha.. never see before! (: qwerty: oh ya!!! forgot it was your cca! haha.. well, you must be good at itXD and yeah, last few papers le! must jiayou all the way(: zf: haha.. yupp! was surprised too XD we were going to a chalet. to play. not to stay XD haha.. huiqi: haha hello! thanks for the tag!! (: fiona: haha. hi(: thanks! jianning: yeah haha... we're HI-5!!! LOL~~~ vivi: haha.. no la.. not suanning. really! coz i sure read de XD and yeah. you not my main target today hahaha.. its abi* (: so drama la she... haha.. melissa: haha.. hellos (: jianning: LOL!!! where got fat aiyo.. next time i dont post picts of you le la. like cause you to mistake!!! haha(: LOL again. erm... please la. no kay... silver bells do help la --" and ah... you keep observing legs de.. --" weeb: nah haha.. not suanning la(: you'll have your chancexD after your exams.. must jiayou (: jianning: wha.. LOL! sure. haha.. we will someday (: haha.. and yeah. pleease la. where got fat?! haiyo.. obsessed le la you.. --" qwerty: haha.. not personnal la.. (: i think they got new balls.. thats why so nice XD got 2 quotes today(: [#1] "your application is receiving attention." - ICA [#2]abi: "whats your horoscope? pieces??" choy: "faeces?" --''' ok today is a good day. i love my bowling score hhaXD round 1: 129 round 2: 95 round 3: 88 round 4: 60++ okok. shant really elaborate.i am tired. oh theres alot of scenary picts. (: so yeah. oh oh!! needa credit jianning for the pictures she suggested me to take.. and also, singing with me! LOL~~ we duet-ed. haha.. different pitches(: to choy: eh choy! must learn the songs kay! then we sing next time hahahaXD and the HI 5 gang number2 was created todayXD shall end here!  .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) APOLOGIES for yesterday.. to people whom i was talking to online that i had to sign out so abruptly. yeah. something cropped up. how nice a day was yesterday. how nice. and yeah.. woke up with some swollen eyes at 6.45 am this morning. and yeah. am sitting right here now at 7.15, doing some blogging. ok, got another peom right here. (: hmm, i think peoms which carries hidden meanings are good to express emotions (: In this life of agony, Was a girl called Melody. Her life full of trgedy, Never once lived happily. Her father thinks she's disrespectful, Her mother says she's disdainful. Her siblings say she's really uncool, -i wonder if that's _______. (wrong) <------- crapped.somehow i cant fit in a rhyming word. Sometimes you see her around in town, Smiling like a clown. At times you see her with a frown, Or even.. feeling down. She’s glad she has friends who really care, ESP those who are always there. Not with their heads up in the air Nor will they ever flare. May her worries set her free, And let her live in glee. -copyrighted. all thanks to wl, vivi and abi for yesterday! appreciate you guys' effort of consolation(: aiyo. i think this poem is crappy. unlike the first one. this doesnt flow well. but well, i am tired of re-editting. so i'll let it be it! looking forward to later! and with that, i end my post. -(wow. how formal.) tags replied here. oldest from the top. weeb: no la haha.. where got kep changing.. just editting the pict and stuff only. (: jianning: half the size of your pinkyz? thats so small! haha.. well... suay hahaXD wl: LOL! yupp i guesss so.. special new device eh.. haha. well, i hid it well?? LOL! haha.. sounds weird. hmm, and i dont get the part where you said "not as if hair stand on ends"... haha(: qwerty: oh! haha.. then if chinese last paper sure very slack lor..(: ya i agree, its rather solemn.. LOL! start to go emo?? hahaxD ohh, didnt knew you loved to bowl.. (: yingying: hmm lol.. okok haha..(: but there'll be another one coming up! (: huiqi: ohh haha.. good for you(: but yeah. having the hols wont really make a difference to me): trainings are still a HUGE amount. amanda: Lol! hellos~ oh there is? hmm... well, someone is being egoistic here ! *beams* haha (: vivi: haha i wanted to leh.. but then super long story. and ah, people will not understand it apart from you and me.. so yeah haha.. (: yeahyeah.. like i am so evil. i will go cheng quen* they both lor.XD and yeah i kind of agree.. its weird!!! thats why i am glad i cut first. (: haha.. see, the pros and cons.. hildy: nah its alright! (: what matters most is that you are alright already(: and its good enough! no worries kay! vivi: yup.. thanks! (: haha really what. i got nothing to blog about. LOL! if you got so many things to say.. then blog lor! haha.. no matter how grandmama story it is, people like me will still go read it eh? (: wl: LOL! haha okokays(: but yeah. didnt really sleep early yesterday.. and had this even worse splitting headache. ya!! 2 days.. will just pass so fast lor.. and ah.. i tues already needa go back.. though not studying.. ok.. didnt really jog nor went out today. though we went to the beach with the keks, i got some motion sickness cauing me a bad headache. and yeah. couldnt run, couldnt go anywhere. nicest thing that made it worse was that i had to.. WOW. nevermind.. i getting alright. i WONT risk to miss tomorrow. yeah(: for you: time shall heal all wounds. its my promise. and thanks(: you're one thing i cant live without. well.. shall end here. (: nothing much to blog about. tags replied here! jianning: really meh? i thought its cheem* mah! haha.. big error! monkey? got meh? LOL! who's being lame ah? (: yes la.. is cliff.. no meh? wha.. you making me confused. wl: LOL!! yeah.. haha.. but its a good hider la. (: obviously wont let you find so easily LOL! haha.. its ok when i woke up this morning haha..good eh? well, coz we needed rush mah! haha.. but its worthwhile yeah. long time no muscle cramp le! haha(: ohh haha.. no problem! erm... LOL? let my hair down and relax?? hmm.. well, my hair's always down at home and i am relaxed! haha.. thanks anyway(: li en: haha hellos! when are EOYS finishing anyway? shermin: haha thanks! (: qwerty: wha.. true la haha.. for us, we also slacked before last paper which was chinese main paper.. coz nothing to study. plus, not very important. thats why(: yingying: erm haha.. thanks. but fyi, it wasnt really meant to be cool. qwerty: yupp!haha.. you like bowling ah? (: "vivi, you're family" -quote of the day. by me (: -lol coz my whole fam "loved" her. --''' well, vivi came to my house today. and yeah, spent the whole day with my fam and i. (: first, we "taught" my sis.. and yeah. crapped. and well.... we created a story on jazrella** and joel charming**. oh and yeah. we went for haircut together. ran into wenjie there. good thing i cut my hair already. so he suaned~ vivi XD but yeah, i just trimmed it. and yeah. abit of cutting. nice day "If I see you next to never How can we say forever" -quoted from Right here waiting for you. by: Richard marx. "handicapped prawn = lame sia (xia)" -quote of the day. by wl (: haha, didnt really hear that song last night. just did this poem and slept. every single emotion is inside(: it just matters whether you can decipher. Up upon the cloudless sky, Way up there so high. She who made the wish will say “Oh lord, return me my smile today”. Though hopes once dashed, And situations clashed, Never she hoped it re-flashed. But when it happened, It got her saddened, Oh pity the poor fair maiden. May she find joy In life ahoy And not be treated like a toy. Coz’ there it goes, A drop a dose, Out the… so called “hose”. She who plead, She may be freed, She didn’t at all had greed. Only wished for her smile.. and a strong will. Why can’t it just fulfil? -copyrighted well, the peom does indicate something. every line is written in a way that it contains a hidden meaning. and yeah. i do have to agree that it may be weird. but thats that. okays. looking forward to vivi coming over later. (: and i'll blog again tonight. shall end here! i'll move on. with, or without. tags replied here. oldest from the top! jianning: nah. dejavus for me are freaky. so i'd rather not have them. wha LOL. cheemerlogy. haha.. connected to the past?? LOL! not sure whats epileptic fits.. but certain it aint good... hmm.. yup have have. and i dont like it. wl: LOL! haha.. thanks thanks! must preservere with the remaining days of studies lol.. then after Os.. then HOLIDAY. LOL~ wha.. you damaged the device ah.. haiyo. wasted. haha.. vivi: haha yeah i love it(: erm LOL? why thanks? ya ya. must orh!!! i asked jiayi the ending eh. he got caught! sad yeah?? (: jianning: lol yeah we had fun haha.. (: yup yup ok.. LOL?? whats with the anniversary?! huiqi: hmm yupp true eh.. same here.. dont worry la.. the outcome cannot change..just hope for the best only lor. (: jianning: LOL! why? mum dont let ah?? LOL! ok. so happy. good for you. congrats(: qwerty: wha haha.. 3 more. going to finish already! haha.. ohh... i go hear(: haha.. and thanks! (: love designing my skins! vivi: LOL you admitting???? haha.. what homo lor(: who's speaking? abi: LOL? abi in the house? --" LOL. yeah she did. but i got meh? no. LOL~ LOL what homo... who's speaking ah? LOL! jianning: LOL.. haha.. what do you think eh? vivi: LOL yeah lor. abi right.haha.. and choy cant differentiate the jokes from the truths.(: abi: LOL~ thick skin la you. haha.. your leg ruined it.. XD "act cool arh they all? too bad. not cool." - quote of the day. by hildy ~~LOL! well, went to beaching today.
shant really post la. just explain the picts. (: coz yeah. so tired. okay. here needa explain quite abit. hildy got "sick". so yeah. we took turns to piggy back her. this is abi piggy-backing. but yeah, you can see its unstable and they are falling. yup, and it can also be seen that jiayi is as sadistic as me to take the pict (: .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) LOL abi again! yupp, taking turns mah. .jpg) .jpg) jiayi's turn. .jpg) .jpg) hildy under umbrella's protection from the sun. .jpg) .jpg) once again.. i love such stuff. .jpg) ok LOL. this is random. the chilli and ketchup packets we ate. .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) scenary again(: how beautiful. .jpg) wow. okok i love this one. got the sun in it somemore. .jpg) wha wha. looks wrong arh! NOTE: they... les ah? suan~! hmm well, they actually looking at phone la! XD haha.. .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) wha this one. *shakes head*. TKGians - known to be gracious washes leg at SINK. thats ABIGAIL by the way. how gracious eh. then arh, as her friends, so paiseh so we all siam* awayXD
oh i am up at 8 today. just nice la(: meeting the rest later. and feeling somehow excited(: though rather tired last night.. i played and played that song again... and it pierced inside so deeply, it hurt. *great. RadioBlogClub is failing. shall add the song another time. 25 Minutes -by: Michael Learns To Rock [?!] After some time I’ve finally made up my mind She is the girl and I really want to make her mine I’m searching everywhere to find her again To tell her I love her And I’m sorry bout' the things I’ve done I find her standing in front of the church The only place in town where I didn’t search She looks so happy in her wedding dress But she’s crying while she’s saying this Chorus: Boy I missed your kisses all the time but this is Twenty five minutes too late Though you travelled so far boy I’m sorry you are Twenty five minutes too late Against the wind I’m going home again Wishing be back to the time when we were more than Friends Still I see her in front of the church The only place in town where I didn’t search She looks so happy in her wedding dress But she’s crying while she’s saying this Chorus Out in the streets Places where hungry hearts have nothing to eat Inside my head Still I can hear the words she said I can still hear what she said -you left me speechless.. and i'm keeping away. from you. tags replied by post. and thanks everyone for tagging/flodding. the oldest tag starting at the top.. jianning: fat thin fat that fat? you not bored i very bored. LOL! thoughi dont go there often. but still.... yeah! lol!!! you go other place cannot go home safely de meh?? and i am enjoying freedom now(: huiqi: haha HI(: its ok la.. no worries bout it! yupp finally.. but i feel sad that it is too LOL~ haha thanks! and you too! haha thanks.. the background i got it from my friend(: yupp reply by tags coz tagboard always flooded.. so very hard to reply tags there lor.. haha(: wha.. my chinese paper..*shakes head* really got standard la. ): haha.. yup. much more difficult! cheryl: erm by using photobucket?? weeb: haha yeah lor! flooded away lol! (: and thanks! jianning: LOL! yeah.. vivi: LOL too colourful meh? i think its nice(: ohh true la.. its hard. especially to make it almost perfect to your liking. zf: well yeah.. but time will pass(: bare with it for awhile more and then it'll be all over! (; jiahui: hello(: relinked! hildy: hello! lol!! haha.. tomorrow will be more exciting eh? (: seeya! vivi: 6 meh? haha.. by the time we switched on the telly.. bout 11 eh! then i left bout 4+.yupp. 5 la! (: but my eyes hurt LOL! jianning: wha lol!!! you really can flood eh.. LOL! lol?? you sadist la really. watch then dream bout it somemore. i really pei fu.. monkey bar??? and the airport one.. real lol la. --" nothing to comment LOL~ torn apart by dog?? ew! organs?! *shakes head*. LOL! sadist person got sadist dreams. shockwaves through the brain?! LOL! i think your mum scared of you la.. nightmare on tv?! if i were you i'd get haunted by it too. i hate DEJA VU-s. freaky LOL. and yeah. whats with the connection with epileptic? yeah yeah. wow. i need to evacuate people. wl: LOL!! yeah. too flooded liao. haha.. yeah its like scary in a way! and my cousin watched the whole thing happening..--" and yeah really la. made me feel better. like now.. forgot bout it le.. (: thanks to you! and yeah haha! hmm.. better continue checking la.. you never know when i'll get in action....... LOL~~! played that song before i slept agan. emo* song. P.S. but i am not emo*. just like the song. today's chinese paper relly got standard. LOL~ after school, went to vivi's house. then watched with her Kurozaki- exams over training start. i'd choose exams. shall end here! wow. thanks everyone for tagging, making my blog so alive. (: tags replied here(: oldest from the top. vivi: yeah your new skin is nice haha(: oh LOL ok haha.. yeah its nice la.. but i guess have to change it in future.. coz not really suitable? not sure leh.. yingying: wha LOL! haha.. does it seems so the same? haha(: and yeah. this song is FABULOUS jianning: LOL dont understand le. you make it so confusing.. what thin fat thin arh.. i blur already la.. LOL. whats with crystal??? hmm.. you arh.. too obsessed already. please gt it out off your mind! haha..and yeah. good that you dont want. better no0t be okay? if not you'll be part of homeec lessons next year. yupp BEAUTIFUL song. see from the imeem box lorXD haha.. vivi: sleepless nights.. haha! bout anything under the sun. (: lol.. you sound so like choy. haha.. wl: LOL yeah haha.. sad for the guy? as in the person who wrote it? hmm.. yeah duh! haha.. i already know who is it LOL. its like.. who else.. hahahaXD yupp, better check around yeah haha.. wait got tracking device haha(: or even cameras! haha and thanks! i love the song(: ah.. went to ECP with vivi just now.. to slack. LOL~ went there, and all we did was to talk crap, and yeah, sit on the cliff (: yup, time just passed like that. then.. met wl.. and we went to S.P. he went to eat.. while vivi and i... went to walk* plus.. yeah discuss*(: secretiveXD LOL whatever haha.. awaiting the day. okok shall end here. -after tomorrow, PEACE is all in my mind. to RELAX. to have a BREAK. and.. NOT to think. -no more agony. no more pain. no more sleepless nights. had a great sleep and woke up at 9 (: [how late.. (:] but yeah.. feeling rather relaxed already. just have to bare with tomorrow's last paper, and i can have all the fun in the world! going out to meet vivi later! shall end here(: shall do my replies here. jianning: LOL! what proportionate and pyramid? haha.. you arh.. please lor, you are not fat thin fat. get it?haha.. "nonsence" also can la. anyway no mare nonsence!!! its excluding the mare mare nonsence la! LOL~ ok fine haha.. my grammatical error(: oh LOL ok.. you wanna really skip then fine la. but DONT ever get aneroxia! crazy ah..? cheryl: ohh haha.. is sweet la (: error! okok thanks for pointing out. shall change it(: yupp they were doing that painting thing. LOL! jianning: ah please la! ---> vivi: haha thanks.. similar to the old one? hmm.. maybe is coz' i only like this certain type of formatting. (: ah and yeah. YELLOW. got it XD yay~ finally done with my new blogskin. didnt knew i could finish everything by today (: coz' i really had a hard time shifting everything and also, doing up the profile column to look the way i have always wanted it to be.. and now, i am so seriously satisfied(: nites tags replied here! [oldest reply from the top] jianning: LOL! post video ah? take very long eh. picts ok la. but video take so long to upload eh.. wl: haha thanks.. yupp! feel alot better and thanks loads too! ya LOL.. by weebian yeah? i read from someone's blog LOL~~ it was my cousin's classmate.. and he was like saying the rumours were so lame haha.. (: LOL! haha.. hope it didnt make you grossed out! hahaXD jianning: LOL! we where got discuss bout it?is you the one discussing haha(: and yeah of all dreams, you have to dream of that. LOL! haha.. your imagination so good until dream also can dream until like that haha.. (: you laughed in your sleep??? LOL!!! wl: wha, you make me feel young! haha(: thanks and you too! jianning: LOL~ yeah.. haha.. sleep so late when got test the next day..nah! no thanks! i dont want the lizards to be with me! haha.. you can have them(: LOL~you obsessed with the song --'' qwerty: hmm.. another paper down! haha.. have confidence! as long as you did put in your effort, why not? jianning: LOL! now you obsessed with cockroaches ah? haha.. i think they are worse than lizards... vivi: LOL! yeah. everything's alright! (: hildy: haha thanks for the tag(: wha yeah lor.. haha.. at least phone okay la.. if face then... hahahaXD but dont have any on your face.. (: wl: ya haha.. coz to show how much sweets were bought(: i got rather grossde out. LOL~ jianning: aiya LOL! where got fat? you arh... keep thinking bout fats.. LOL! NOT fat kay! LOL la you XD qwerty: haha thanks(: all the best to your next paperXD weeb: haha.. not really alot la (: haha.. anyway, all the best to EOYs! (: and to everyone.. all the best for EOYs! ok got loads to blog about. firstly is cousin's wedding yesterday. LOL~ my mother was at first making a fuss that we should dress neatly and nicely. --'' didnt have much time to revise lit so i kind of brought my book along. and yeah, didnt now my cousin was so...... erm, ya. whatever that word is (: he proposed to his wife at the public area with a huge banner asking her to marry him. LOL?? haha.. and yeah. he got drunk that night, he fell backwards LOL. coz his colleagues[sp?] didnt let him off hhaXD    +of+01102007(003).jpg) then, played with my little.. erm.. nieces. oh great i am like an "older generation" already. .jpg) .jpg) today's lit paper was fine. even managed to plan my work well enough.if only i had enough time for the other subs-. then after school, went with choy, cheryl, hildy and vivi to TM. its been a tiring lot of days so we decided to go "play". but unexpectedly at TM. oh well. hildy and cheyl had their breakfasts there. and we crapped and fooled around the whole place. haha.. cheryl and choy left earlier. so left with hildy, vivi and me. so we walked around aimlessly. and where we later then met abi, bai and arina ----> more laughters and craziness. LOL~ and yeah. they went to do the painting thing which i didnt have any interst in doing so. but after that, a few of us got rather tired.. and we went back.  .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) the errie dolls.
.jpg) .jpg) spoil the mood only.[#01] trainning starting next wed. [#02] cant find the connecting cable to connect cam- to the com. [#03] ahh. forget it. [-using toilet as an excuse.] okays shall end here. a new start. and no longer unhappy (: haha.. this song kind of explains. but not the whole thing la. some parts not exactly. Welcome to my life -by: Simple Plan Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna runaway? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels alright You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life No one ever lied straight to your face No one ever stabbed you in the back You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be okay Everybody always gave you what you wanted Never had to work it was always there You don't know what it's like what it's like (x2) To be hurt, to feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like, what it's like Welcome to my life [x3] ah today. math paper. screwed it up again. didnt managed time well. i wished i could let out my emotions like abi. but i guess that perhaps.. it wont make me feel any better. that plastic smile was all i could potray. and yeah. morning assembly was funny. that gang of 2/2 started singing the school song and the national anthem rather loudly and yeah.. so seriously out of pitch. haha... then someone whispered.. "eh too high la!" then they changed pitch. LOL~~ and if they could have seen or realised.. vivi, abi and i.. were trying so hard to control our laughter. (: going to cousin's wedding later.. not even sure if i am looking forward. will have a late night. PLUS not being able to use com tonight. and THUS. no fun.  haha this book was what i was obsessed with over the weekends. somehow.. the fear of the main character of his life and what-so-ever, caused him to have split personalities. and yeah. his best friend's disappearance.. everything was a mess in his life. the sheriff was suspicious of him. and he was in control of his father.however, he had to solve his best friend's disappearance despite everything. -nice book i should say. somehow expresses very well, the thoughts and feelings of the main character. Ricercare profondo in me per un significato nella mia vita. shall end here! |
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