ah.. today went out..
went to queenstown mall or sth like that to get sports shoes.. coz my current or rather the "old one" already "koyak-ed" as what my mum said..

the went round the whole place.. and finally found a nice fila[dont know how to spell] for a rather reasonable price of more than 50% discount..! haha.. so good lor.. if not, kind of ex~~

but then nothing much happened after that.. haha..
SIAN!

wont really look forward to next week..
both him and her.. the two people whom i ... erm.. treasure?? {LOLS i dont know whats that word to use..} ya anyway.. they wont be around.. sigh..

and then.. we might be playing for B'div in SRC coz sec4s got to prepare for exams.. sigh.. not even sure if will get to play.. i doubt so.. so sian la..

well.. i think shall end here la.. haha..
i dread the week.. the week without you :'(

yay.. back from training.
todays training.. was so-so at first. then sucked in the end.
fielded very badly.
sorry yan..
will work on it.
i will.
sorry..

and yeah.. brought back the bat today.. then people on the bus were like staring at it and that made me feel weird. haha..

oh and ya.. gave up reading this series of book vivi lent me. called "beauty".. so boring!!! aiyo.. hate the storyline. read book 1 and then, i completely did not want to read it anymore. SORRY VIVI FOR THE TROUBLE! but its really boring..

and yeah.. going to watch that abortion video mrs liew encouraged us to.. haha.. hope wont be over reacted as yingying haha.. she cursed those people for being cruel! haha.. comic la she..

i dont really have much to post now..
so ending here..
where are you?

blogging again early in the morning.
sigh, a very heavy thunderstorm raining outside.. and i am alone at home. got to go training later..

last night is sort of weird. my brain suddenly needed to work badly. i dont know. i felt weird.. and horrible. so i took out my history stuff and started to do.. until my mum said that something wrong in my head and that it was superly late then i went to sleep. PS. it was past midnight.

despite that.. i did have a good sleep. very good one. i woke up this morning without even having to wake up in the middle of the night!

but then again.. i feel so drained of energy now. ahh... hate the feeling.
something weird is happening to me. very very weird.
"bacause you live, my world has as twice as many stars in the sky" ---- jesse maccartney; beacuse you live

haha random picts of today.. credits to yingying!





























lazy to explain the pictures.. so ya.. haha.. anything can ask..XD

aha.. let my hair down today..LOLS~coz seldom do so when going out with friends. today is the second time. first time is when doing chinese project at vivi and yingying's house.. that day.. and thats all.. but i mean of course.. i let down at home or even going out with my fam~ la..

had this superly great day today..
went to science centre.
[wait.. speaking of this..haha.. i remembered saying something very very dumb to yingying.. mrs liew was explaining this science experiment. then crystal was complaining that something stinks.. but then i turned to yingying and said "oh wow.. smells scientific!" LOLS~~ i wasnt meaning to be sarcastic. i meant it somehow.. but ya.. and she laughed like nothing.. very unforgetable]


went early in the morning with vivi, cheryl, bai, and syafiqah. well.. they had to go there for their CIP stuff.. but for me.. is for fun. haha.. then when reached there.. met up with yingying and hildy..
and so, yingying, hildy and me went to have our fun..

went and ran round and round different places of the science centre. it was spo superly fun! all the different science stuff.. then all those experiments.. ohh! and there were very funny stuff happening too!! haha.. took alot and i mean alot.. of picts.. haha.. then had our fun until 5.. then went back with the rest at 5.30..
i guess we 3 practically visited the whole of science centre.. as in that building.. we spent erm.. about 6 hours having fun haha.. 6.. 6 6 6 6 6 6 6!!!!!

i can remember how wet yingying and hildy got during water works.. haha.. and using hair dryer to dry their clothes... and then.. the moving president nathan head that shocked bai.. the fake toliet bowl device thingy.. and yingying's constipation.. and then.. all those laughters.. the shadow fun.. so many many things.. the day was never shoprt of laughters.. XDXDXDXD

she*{you} asked me this weird question... i thought she{you} already knew the answer herself{yourself} earlier.. i thought it was obvious.. but then she{you} said something i dont quite understand.. so please explain ok?!

aiyo have to faster do more of homework le.. if not ah.. last minute work is not good.. and i seldom do that.. especially when long hols are here... FOCUS!!!!!

will wait for yingying to send me the picts.. then can upload!
shall end here first!
thanks.. me too also.. i meant what i said..

today is somewhat a great yet bad day..

went to parkway in the late morning with softballers for lunch and team talk.. then, went to school for training. training today was really great. didnt even screw up.
and the best part of it was at the end of training..
coach zhang called me and said "hmm.. jorene jing1 tian1 you3 jin4 bu4..yao4 duo1 zuo4 li4 liang4 zeng1 jia1 power.........." haha.. yay.. improved~~~

well.. the bad thing is.. not really going to mention the exact thing..
as the days go by, i know the chances are getting slim. my hopes are also draining. maybe.. its just not fated? i really want that chance... but perhaps fate sees it the other way around??? i hope not.. there is still that little bit of hope within me. but not very hopeful though..
i am still waiting for the phone to just... "RING!!!"
but i have this feeling.. i will be disappointed.. i think i will be. sigh..
still crossing my fingers.. crossing my heart.. and still hoping..

i think i finally know the reason why i have low self esteem.. things i put my sights on.. the goals i set.. i never seem to be able to reach them.. and thus... causing me to lose confidence in myself each time. life sometimes just never seem to be hopeful for me. thats what i call "the horrible facts of life.." so well.. people cant really blame me for having L.S.E.- i have no choice.. its not what i want either. as a saying goes.. "life is bitter".. many people of the past interpret it as slogging hard in their lives without luxury.. as for me.. i think, that a life of luxury isnt very important. as long as life is simply happy and meaningful, its better than anything else.

why cant i even achieve my goals? is there like something wrong with me?!?! i am always left disappointed, dejected. results.. life.. some many things.. never ever once came the way i wanted. i just wish.. that this miracle would happen.. i dont know if it is really possible.. but i just wish so..
crossing fingers, crossing my heart and wish for the miracle to appear..

i feel miserable.

shall end here.
1week is quite a long time actually..

ahh.. later got training..
wonder how it will go. my sliding seriously suck.
oh.. and just remembered that amanda will not be going for todays training..
sigh..
aha, hope vivi will be done soon with making the blogskin.. XD
so seriously bored now in the morning..
haha.. in future lorXD
last night.. the sms-es

haha.. its before 8am in the morning and i am blogging.
well.. doing this quiz from yingying..
1. full name: tho wei xin jorene

2. name backwards: eneroj nix iew oht [LOLS]

3. meaning of the name: have no idea

4. nickname: jo

5. screenname: … jo also

6. burfdayy: 21st feburary

7. place of birth: singapore

8. nationality: singaporean

9. current location: at home?!

10. star sign: pieces

11. religion: free thinker

12. height: 163+

13. weight: 40++

14. shoe size: uh.. 6/7

15. hair colour: black

16. eye colour: dark brown

17. who do you think you look like: erm.. no idea.. no one I guessXD

18. inniie or outiie: innie??

19. leftiie or rightiie: rightie [as the majority]

20. gay, straight, bi or others: straight obviously?!

21. bestiie: yingxuan, Cynthia, W.bian and vivi XD

22. bestiie you trust most: uh. no diff I guess..

23. fav pals: a lot leh.. got [pri sch]Charlene, Eugene, Nigel, zf..
[sec sch]Cheryl, jiayi, hildy, germaine, abigail, ying2 and marianne

24. bestiie of opp gender: w.bian

25. best buddiies: isn’t it the same as #23..???

26. boyfriend and girlfriend: … [no comment]

27. crush: … [no comment]

28. parents: ehh! Lame question rite?!

29. worst enemy: erm.. no one..

30. fav online guy: erm my guy bestie??

31. fav online girl: female bestiesXD

32. craziest friend: germaine! [LOLS~]

33. advice friend: vivi??

34. loudest friend: uh.. no idea..XD

35. person you cry with: erm.. softballers?

36. any sisters: 2

37. any brothers: nope..

38. any pets: fishes.. used to have rabbits, but they died

39. any disease: of course notXD

40. pager: nope...

41. personal phone line: uh.. whats the diff?

42. phone: yupp..

43. lava lamp: whats that??

44. pool or hot tube: POOL!

45. a car: underage. Even so, uninterested:D

46. your personality: I guess would be the same as ying2.. RANDOM!

47. driving: underage!

48. room: what about it?

49. what's missing: self confidence~~

50. school: PCS TKGS

51. bed: uhuh.. what bout it?!

52. relationship with my parents: ok la..~~

53. believe in yourself: sigh.. I don’t know.

54. believe in love at first sight: ya.. haha..

55. good listener: of courseXD

56. get along well with parents: ok la..

57. save email convo: email? dependsXD

58.believe in reincarnation: not very convinced.

59. make fun of ppls: ya I do!

60. like to talk on the phone: depends with whom!!! :D

61. want to get married: … [no comment!]

62. like to drive: UNDERAGE [how many times have they asked this question???]

63. motion sickness: ya!!!!!

64. eat stem of broccoli: yupp! Eat everthing of it!

65. eat chicken with fork: uh.. yeah

66. dream in colour: huh?! Don’t get it..

67. type with your fingers on home role: HUH?!

68. sleep with stuff animals: nope! “distraction”[LOLS[

69. next to you: the wall..

70. on the walls of your room: the clock??

71. on the mousepad: mouse?!

72. dream car: none..

73. dream date: …[no comment!]

74. dream honeymoon spot: ?!

75. dream husband and wife: … [no comment!]

76. single most important qns: for myself?

77. under your bed: nothing..

78. bedtime: 10.30 on sch days.. others..as late as 2am!!!XD

79. bed time of the day: day? I don’t sleep in the afternoon.

80. your worst fear: *that phobia

81. the weather is: humid?

82. time: 7.45am

83. date: 28th may 2007

84. best trick did on someone: scaring ying2 with the “balloon”

85. theme song: a lot..

86. hardest thing about growing up: facing horrible facts of life..

87. funniest experience: during training-throwing.. ball went out of control and flew into the superbly wrong direction. And sarah said jokingly “OMG jorene! What was that!!!” and could feel my face go red!

88. scariest experience: [not exactly scary.. but shocking.. yeah] a lizard dropped off the ceiling and landed on the table right in front of me. And its skin was kind of transparent you can practically see its heart beating.EWW.

89. silliest thing you have ever said: too many alreadyXD

90. Most desperate and funniest thing u have ever done to an opposite sex: … no idea …

91. Scariest thing when you are with your friends: there is nothing scary when being with them hahaXD

92. worst feeling: *the phobia acting up..

93. best feeling in the world: the feeling of achieving my goals? and...

94. tag 5 of your friends to do dis quiz: simply anyone

got alot of things happened today haha..
met the keks in the morning at singapore post.. haha.. very fun..

then went to cousin's ROM after that..
haiyo.. so bored la.. felt so extra.. coz my no cousin of my age there.. and the cousin whom i would usually talk to brought her BF along.. so its like.. i dont want to the light bulb.. XD

so i resorted to reading the comic books vivi lended me..
i finished reading "wen quan xiao lian ren" and "mi hu gong zu".. super nice.. i think the storyline of the mi hu gong zu is nicer.. more practical.. LOLS.

then at the same time.. also sms-ed during that time.. haha.. will not forget the convo. hahaXD

ok thats it! haha..
XD thanks. i realised.....


well.. a pict from yingying's blog.. she took during the whole happening.. seen from our school..

before the actual posting... shall quote some stuff..
"the special timing 4.06" -vivi
"i hate long-lasting bubble tea" -vivi
"that stupid women!" - vivi

thanks everyone for your comfortation..
really felt very bad.. but am feeling much better now..

especially thanks to vivi..for today.. real thanks..
really felt so relaxed when i went out today.. met vivi then went to bugis there.. after spending time there, then we went to the national library..
then vivi and i even searched for books in the JS section..
i really had fun.. thanks viviXD thanks for your letter too..

also want to thank jiayi.. lending me her comical comic books with the intention of cheering me up.. juat ya..thanks everyone..

then went back and read those comic books.. haha.. the content is... well.. very very very funny.. LOLS~
well.. thanks again everyone!
shall end here!
i dont wish to be "paranoid", but i cant help it.

today is a half good yet half bad day..
bad coz.. results like shit.. then got to sign report book.. then extra science leeson that time.. HAI.. couldnt control the tears then got so embarrassed.. thanks abigail, vivi and ying2..- for comforting..

during recess, shen lao shi hugged me and vivi!! haha.. sad to see her leave.. =(

training that time..
SAW A CYCLONE! first ever in singapore.. THE WORLDS GONNA END...
-"the day after tomorrow"
got really freaked out. havent gotten over my phobia. i will go crazy if it persist..

then we tried sliding today.. sorry to have disappointed chloe and joyce.. my slides sucked.. but i liked the game.. haha.. i batted the ball!!! yayness..

well.. thats it.. haha..
thanks.. sorry bout tmr anyway..

yay.. i love today so much!!!
firsty..erm 2e1 gave me and sally this huge card to thank us for coaching them for interclass.. so sweet!!! so love it. then sort of touched.. hahaXDXD they wrote it so nicely.. but then sally asked me to keep.. wonder why she dont want.. as in.. not to keep..

then second.. had phototaking for softball... so fun la.. wore new jerseys!!! and i think the whole thing was so awfully fun haha..

then.. training was great. batted machine ball and even bunted!!! YAY.. haha... then trained at coach yuri there.. so fun.. "no pressure ah!"

then after school, took to bedok inter and met weebian and zf and went back together..
haiyo.. zf, dont kajiao la XD
sorry ah.. haha.. other time la..

well today is kind of eventful..
started out with photo taking session. first had formal shots and then an informal one. then informal one should be very funny haha.. jiayi, vivi, hildy, germaine, jianning, cheryl and me were standing together on the bench. then very unsteady and jianing was pulling me backwards and cheryl, forwards. LOLS~~

then skip to interclass softball.
first up was 2e4 against 2e1. then as coach of 2e1, yet class of 2e4, i didnt know where to help out at. so didnt really do much. didnt want to be bias or what so ever.
well, even though 2e4 got eliminated, it doesnt matter la.. everyone done well!

then coach 2e1 whole heartedly all the way afterwads. and they emerged champion! haha.. so happy! then at the end, they all thanked sally and i. and even hugged us. haha.. but seriously.. they are good la.. haha... and i enjoyed working with the 8 of themXDXD

day ended.. went back with ying2 and astri.
well.. today will be a white post coz not much time to make it look nice.. SORRY!
ya rite. haha, see you tmr in my schXD

-the guilt pricked me-
sorry and thanks jiayi...

then after school today.. had lunch with yingying.. then we talked bout "nice spots" lols!!! nearly spitted out my food thanks to all the laughing..
had light training. ok la.. nothing much. but wasnt really feeling well.. so kind of controlled my throw.

then after that, rushed down with yingying to TM to find vivi and cheryl. on the way.. that ying2 ahh, make me laugh like siao. we were super hyper on the train and the whole way.. coz i freaked her out with the fake balloon bursting. LOLS whatever. then the whole thing very funny..

then went to a shop in century to get something. and saw abigail and gang there. haha.. but then, they left. so left with the 4 of us.. spend quite awhile and then went back to TM. ohh.. saw candice.. haha, was surprised that she recognised me.. and she is quite tall!

then took 67 with vivi back.

well.. got some stuff to post bout today..

firstly was during recess... was having the usual chat with jiayi, marianne and vivi at the viod deck.. then i made this super huge error that we all laughed so badly.. LOLS. then when leaving the viod deck ready to go back to class, jingyi shouted "HI JORENE!!!" across the whole viod deck and she was within this huge group of 1e4-ers la! i got kinda of shocked.. and only managed a weak smile and a wave in return.. and i suppose she must have thought i guai guai de... LOLS

then after that skip all the way to traning...
first, we trained the inter class softball participants. super fun. sally and i, and other sec 1 juniors trained 2e1.. haha.. there is this girl, keep asking funny questions.. very nonsensical.. but very funny..

then later on..
we did physicals for training.. very tiring leh!! haha.. but then in the end very satisfying.. haha.. then now body aching! cramps! plus stomache abit queasy LOLS... nvmnvm

anyway.. have been working on my stamp collection lately.. havent really arranged my stamps properly yet. 50% like that only.. then still got india, australia, USA... erm.. singapore havent even arrange properly yet la.. haha.. all those got series de.. cant wait for the weekends to come then can clear everything.. haha.. then can proudly present my albumXD no la.. but just, will be happy to see them done..

haha ya thats all!
hai nvm.. will soon be ok haha.. hope soXD

haha back!
went to changi beach with the keks..
it was so super nice.. as in the scenary.. very very very nice.. haha took loads of picts.. but havent upload.

tomorrow having inter class softball training. we cant take part. so we become coaches! eyyerr.. got to coach 2e1.. sigh.. want to coach my own class.. never mind.. will help them wherever possible haha.. even yingying coach 2e3.. sigh.. why cant coach 2e4??!! sadistic!

sigh.. then wednesday is the game so called. haha.. will be working with sally hahaXD
all the best to 2e4!

YAY.. FINALLY! completed FPS. gone forever... well at least for the time being.. hahahahaha... so happy.. happy like nothing...
hope it faster gets ok.. sigh..

well. blogging early in the morning.. haha..

created an imeem playlist.. got 45 songs i think haha.. but then the first song..{my fav}... is not functioning well.. haiyo.. so waste time.. dont know is the loading got problem or what.. the song just stops and never continues.. so lame la.. then the rest loading slow.. sighs sigh sigh... so, i am not putting the playlist in the blog first. its like keeps pausing and pausing AND pausing. well, in conclusion.. radioblogclub is crappy.. and so is imeem..

haha just did candia's test.. haha.. so happy! got full marks {100%}!!! yay.. haha.. was kinda surprised but well.. super happy also.. at first was afraid i would fail it.. haha.. then when i saw the 100%.. --brightens up--** LOLS~

need to finish step 6 of FPS by today.. tomorrow deadline. waste my time only. i will hate fps forever! haiyo.. ok going to do homework le!

bye
u dont? lols. she said it was secretive. - - "'

well.. today quite many things to say haha..

erm.. started out going to VJ for the tests.. saw so many pcs-ers.. haha... melanie, judy, weixin, enan, zf, desmond... erm erm.. i think i saw aldrin. then got some more but cant really seem to remember. never mind.

then the english test was rather challenging. and as for maths.. not too bad haha.. but still got questions dont know how to do. so anyhow tikam* try lor..

then after that, vivi and i took to bedok inter... and then to doby ghaut. went to plaza singapura and look for the relevant materials.. took so long.. somemore spotlight so big.. find until blurr.. then finally we did.. saw nadiah, syafiqah and siti[1e4] there.. so qiao

then something funny happened. at some shop, there was this little boy. He was like blocking the way. Then his father said “ son.. you are blocking the world.. move aside..” it was so funny.. then vivi was like laughing all the way. LOLS~

then after that went to national library.. borrowed books and went back home..

then went out to dinner with the keks.. haha.. went to bedok centre and ate at pizza hut.. LOLS. Its was a treat XD well.. hope that the 9justnice trip works out[as in hope we are going..] and also, looking forward to meet Phyllis on wed coz she coming to my school.. haha..

okok that’s it!

just now.. so weird.. she didnt want to tell me..lols

a sadistic post today.. coz its a sadistic day.
nothing much happened during school time. so sian. apart that i was seriously tired la.

then during training..
amanda didnt come again. wonder when she ever will. slack la.
and well, todays training so-so only.
and i finally realised the reason for being depressed for the past few days.
but i cant really do anything to salvage it. the only thing i can do, is to cross my fingers and hope for the best.
sigh.

and ya. tomorrow is the VJ test. all the best to vivi, zf, enan and me. haha.. hope i will really do well..
coz i have got loads to accomplish. loads to strive for.. and its my only hope...

well.. ok then
shall end here..
wanted to sms at the 4am again.. but was so tired i couldnt get up.. sorry..

well.. today again was kind of boring.
so wont be posting bout much.

well.. shall jump straight to after school. took the riotinto science "test"/ competition thingy. well.. not that hard, but didnt know how to do 2 questions. then the whole time felt very sian. so lethargic.
coz like after assembly, syafiqah, nadiah, syafinah and me had CGM for class com. then immediately rushed for riotinto. so sian la.. was slightly late. then the invigilator was like talking in a werid voice i cant even understand. well, not only me la. everyone thought so too. it was super irritating when we couldnt understand when she explained the instructions.

then saw justin at bedok inter. dont even think he recognise/remember me LOLs.. so i didnt bother saying hi. but i think he did saw me though. but no response either.

oh haha.. typed this very sadistic "letter" today.. its meant for someone. but dont think of letting the person read it. so well, never mind.

i seriously think my parents are unreasonable. i dont like being around my fam-. its even more stressed than being in school. thats why lately keep wanting to go out. not coz i really like it. but coz i really want to get away from my fam-. and so i hope to go out the whole day this sat with vivi after going VJ from morning to noon. sigh.

well, thats it..!
flashing thoughts

some picts of the day.. [monday] taken by zf XD













sigh so bored today. well tired i should say. so a short post i should type today.

this morning.. jianning played "if we hold on together on the piano" during recess.. seriously love the song la... want to learn. it has been one of my fav songs since like dont know when..

then after school, rushed down to woodlands for GAT test. the journey is so long la!
PS. sorry zf if we bored you on the train.. didnt know what to say..
the test was so-so la... then when went back, the journey was like so long again, and i was super tired... SIANS..

so, i guess i am gonna sleep early today. and i mean early.
thats it. oh ya, tomorrow still got the rio tinto science competition. good thing got marianne. sigh sigh.
:)

yay. today is quite nice. apart that i am still in my holiday mood. sigh. then reached school and realised had never ending stuff to say to vivi. dont know why.LOLS.

then during english, we watched remeo and juliet! haha, then marianne missed it. the show quite sadistic la. but still sort of nice. if onlythe show can be nicer. if only...

then erm.. what happened ah.. nothing much i think. oh! mr see came in to relief for maths. he very lame. he asked the class "are u all very happy coz she[teacher]not here.. or coz i here...?" then the whole class was laughing.

training was great today.but, amanda didnt come and kelly pulled me to stretch with her.LOLS~~ but stretch with her very good eh..haha, she stretch me so hard i hear the cracking sounds!!! didnt do fielding then throw with joyce and did miniature fielding with her. so fun. then coach was like watching... 8)

then after that,sarah said something to me.. i am so super touched...!!!! thanks!!!! it sure will motivate me!

then cooled down with zoe LOLS..

and ya thats it XD
wha, u posted it? erm LOLS..

yay.. today is free day. and NO SCHOOL.
had a SUPER FUN day. went to ECP. with zf, jq, bian and vivi. started from morning. then met vivi earlier than the rest. and we then left for the beach.

the beach was so DESERTED at the "unearthly hour". hardly find a single soul. LOLS~~ then, we sat at the beach for a while.. and crapped alot. haha.. then we decided to go safra chalet to bowl. so we walked all the way from E2 there to one end of the east coast. then leg was pain and so i removed my slippers and walked without it.

finally the bowling place was opened, and we went in to bowl. we were the only ones there la. and there was no atmospehere LOLS~ but i guess i didnt bowl very well. i was then reminded of the times when 9justnice bowled together and had all our fun there. sigh.

then after that, we walked all the way back and had lunch. and then. vivi realised that she left her ezlink card back there! then we rented bike and cycled there to get it. and we cycled around after that. and guess what. my bike the brake got problem. how wonderful. then the uncle fixed it for me haha. and continued cycling.

then we went to watch sunset together. haha.. and at the same time played truth or dare. hah. zf hasnt answered my question..!

then after that, vivi and i kept singing. so LOLS! and went to bedok inter. saparated with the rest except vivi. then we went to buy something. and took the train. haiyo, we talked and talked until dont want to board train. and then we missed 3 trains eh! haha.. so nice..

ok la.. shall end here. not very detailed. but, really had a great day. thanks to the 4 of them.
though it didnt really turn out the way i thought, thanks. really.

well, this morning went out with parents for breakfast. then after that met 9justnice.

YES. i heard the parents discussing of taking us to malaysia somehere for a 2day 1night holiday! its like gonna be loads of fun. very long ever since last *active* hangout with 9justnice. i still remembered the times where we played charade[or how you spell that] when we went to sunway lagoon a few years back. haha.. and all the fun we had when we went thailand together. and also, all the surprises we gave the adults. ohh! not to forget, the chalets.. going bowling and swimming and badminton and archery together. well.. all the fun.

haha.. have blogged on the 9justnice blog to inform the rest. and hope everyone shares the same excitement as me. oh! our 9justnice tees! haha.. guess we will be wearing it again soonXDXD and for this trip.. will organise some very fun stuff. haha..

didnt really celebrate mothers day yet. maybe later going out.. and thats it. dont know la..
and yes. tomorrow is mon. no school. - the day to chill out!!! :)

ok shall end here.

haha.. yesterday was kind of pissed by something. then after that talked to vivi over the phone.. talked very long.. well, sort of. and realised that we differ in the way we live our life.perhaps she is right, i do get tensed over my goals. then got sort of emotional.. LOLS~ but i like the convo. it was so nice. then you finally picked it up. but why think that way?

then today.. feel so tired. slept alot. lols~~~ but seriously.. was so tired i didnt want to get up.
and then, i revised my history. haha.. VIVI: see, not bad uhs... haha.. i really did reviseXD

after that, made my gift for tomorrow. and i am finally done. great.
and now... i am doing FPS. i am sick of FPS. dont even want M.G. to step into our class again. eww.

sheesh. closed the door and hurt my toe. so dumb la. ouch pain..

well.. going to sleep late tonight haha. but cant use com that time. wasted. ahh nvm. will use tomorrow morning. XD

well.. dont know what to post bout today..

OH! during english period, miss ang let us watch the romeo and juliet modern version. it was kind of nice. but i think the filming wasnt very good.. as in the production. coz its like, the setting is modern, yet the language used is like shakespearean language! so its like... u cant really hear what they saying with those accents.. but well, the show is nice anyway! XD

then after that.. lessons all so boring. then when it was training time..
we had a light training today. we did only coach zhang's physicals la.. but somehow, it was kind of fun... then i did this physical with megan.. as in partner-- so fun!

then after that, finished training at 4.30 and went to the studio to listen to seniors.. aiyo.. they say until like so sad.. then they started crying... so scary.. then after that.. mrs kong still played "if we hold on together"... aiyo! and they cried even more. sigh.. espcially kelly. oh and coach gave zaza a bat eh! haha... then can hear everyone's envious voices.. LOLS~~

ok thats it!

ah... finally can post today! so good.. past few days my com abit error... so waste time..

well... today didnt went very well la.. got disappointed in results again. so i am sort of looking forward to the weekends to chill out. esp monday. haha.. cant wait for that day.

todays training was only 2 & 1/2 hours.. coz after school, went to watch sec2 screening. "the little princess". the show is super nice la.. quite touching until i can hear many people sniffing in the studio. lols!!!

then after that, rushed for training. so sian la. the weather so hot. then coach made us do her physicals... sigh..

aiyo nth much to post liao.. hope tomorrow will be a better day and i can find my _____________.... sigh... vivi go with me please...!!!
monday monday monday.. the only day i waiting for. sorry ah, for just now...

Well, got loads to blog bout today.
There was this thing bout wishes me and Marianne and Abigail talked about on Mon. LOLS~ well.. I do have 4 wishes. HahaXD but only the 2 of them knows.. oh..+ cynthia too:D
1. get in VIP
2. do well in softball
3. hmm… find a really good friend who would run with me the whole of bedok reservoir of 5km.
4. as for this.. haha.. rather personal :) so not really gonna disclose!
[and they all have yet to be completed :D]

Went to school this morning feeling very tired. And then, I haven’t replied mortal’s letter and Tracy’s. Sigh. cant find the time. However, will try to finish everything today.

Mrs. lim didn’t come to school today and so lit period was “free”. Nothing to do and was so tired that I slept during the free time. Then ah, Germaine was like drawing me sleeping. LOLS~ she is rather artistic in her own funny way la.. haha.. In addition, PE was fun today. Tried doing head and handstand. [I am almost thereXD]

And recess was what I dreaded most. Went with Marianne [well, she accompanied me] to – and ------- happened. Then I was fighting back tears all the while. Until after that, I couldn’t control it anymore and everything came out. Sort of embarrassing. So many people saw and kept questioning me. Esp that Abigail la. Haiyo.. great. Then my mortal had to see and other juniors from 1e4 also.

[to some people: please don’t keep asking nonsensical questions over and over again! Don’t test others’ patience!!! USE YOUR BRAIN!]

Then after school, went with vivi and met ZF and, went to VJ to hand in the VIP stuff. Was seriously tired already that time. Sigh. I really want to give up on the whole VIP thing. Its causing lots of conflict and frustrations. But well, I am still going all out for it. Ahh, whatever. Just wishing for the best.

Then, after submitting, boarded the same bus as ZF but met kahmin there. So in the en took with kahmin, and ZF went on his own. Anyway, thanks ZF for coming with us :)

Um.. I think that’s it.

i cant wait for monday hahaXD -didnt aim properly?LOLS..i didnt.-



didnt even blog or go online yesterday.. well, cant..
sigh!
but well, there's nothing to post anyway..
thats it..
sorry didnt go online or even sms you yesterday..

nothing to blog today again leh..

oh ya! today is the early celebration of jiayi and judy's birthday! haha.. it was so much fun. reached school about 6.30am. [so early rites LOLS~] then we gave them a surprise with a birthday cake. haha.. then i was holding the cake with the lighted candle. then we see someone walking towards classroom block, then thought is them.. in the end is not. then we blow out the candle and relight again and again.. LOLS~~ then judy so touched and cried!!!

this school.. is so PISSIFYING! forget it. talking bout it makes me feel so irritated. IRRESPOSIBLE CRAP!

I LOVE TODAY'S TRAINING! haha.. so nice. got praised and didnt really screw up! JORENE THO SURVIVED 3 CONSECUTIVE DAYS OF TRAINING WITH MUCH FUN.. LOLS~~~

ok thats it la haha.. shall end here leXD
yupp u did. but i got shocked.LOLS~

sigh sigh sigh.. today so darn tired. cant get to sleep last night.

then this morning... so boring! english was boring.. then FPS was worse. sort of looking forward to PE. then Mr See thought us how to do head stand. but almost everyone could not do. coz need alot of strenght.

then after recess very slack. mrs liew didnt come today so no science. i think germaine abit disappointed.. LOLS~~~~~ hahaha.. so random. hmm.. then we self studied, and germaine was like so amused by the text! then i was giving her that confused look till it amused her even more than i was. ahh, whatever. lols~

then after school..
skipped lunch to go settle VIP stuff.. almost late for softball.
oh ya! during recess ah, jiayi, marianne, vivi and i made a pact. LOLS eh~~ so the thing is: if both vivi and i suceed for VIP, then we split 50% to treat marianne and jiayi.if either one suceeed, then the person treat everyone. but if both didnt, then marianne and jiayi treat me and vivi!!! haha.. but seriously, i wouldnt mind treating them. coz i want to get out of TKG...

training was not bad today. apart from my wrist hurting.. then cannot bat properly. oh, then during fielding once, Nat and Zoe damn funny.
everyone: nice throw!!!
[i walked back]
Nat: aiyo.. she paiseh paiseh.. pretend never hear us ah..! haha [referring to me]
zoe: alamak say so loud! dont need to expose her rite [LOLS~]
me: LOLS zoe.. i heard that all right!
Zoe and Nat: hahah OOPss...!
so funny la.. say so loud! haha XD

okays shall end here!
haha.. remember hor.. DONT get affected k.. coz to me, it wont affect anything... XD anyway.. "SURPRISE" last nite.hahaha..4am... lols~

well.. nothing much to blog bout today leh..
just that DNT is finally done haha! so good that completed. sigh. seriously hate the rush!

and then today's lesson so boring.. still got some inspirational talk by past seniors of TKG during assembly. BORING sad to say.. haha..

OH YES! today's training is so damn fun. so much better than yesterday! i didnt screw up today! so happy LOLS~~
oh ya.. the best was when catching forward balls and the 2-row throwing. yay.. wish tomorrow's will be even better!!! hahah.. coz very sian leh.. 3 trainings in a row..

hmm.. nothing to say le..
haha.. tonight.. maybe i will.. haha.. see lorXD i try la. but dont wake up for it.. see in the morning k..

Was so sian today.. haha
Then called someone in the morning at 9am just coz that person asked me to.. LOLS~ haha..

Then after that, went to vivi’s house do to “work” haha.. we chat and chat while we did our VIP stuff and DNT. Then at the same time hear music.. but the best thing was that when we talked, it was super funny until we laughed out loud haha..

Oh then she ask me to make the test thingy to suan people.. lols~ then she practically knows everything I want to put..
and I know hers too.. sort of la.. but not 100% la.

Ok shall end here. Will be going out soon.. grandma’s birthday today! Haha..
LOLS~ but I meant it..